GP came back & bcos of 'ahem' i duno why jus hope all dis tings nv happen mabbie i regreted saeing dat ? mabbie i made de rite choice! i duno. i feel so lost. i duno why i feel dis gap . tell me wad i am tinking now is WRONG ! ppl nv noe wad lost until dey hab lost it all lohs. seriously wan all dis to end lohs. i tell u if dis continue i gonna BREAKDOWN! i jus wana go to a corner to cry x) i m in my darkness world. my heart sank to its lower.
ydae skool went by after skool went lottie one ping meeting wanxin wanted to go thru life wid ju & ayu but i tink dey arent intrested mission failed.? satan spoiling my plan? went walking ard den went home.
todae eng did de prefix tingy habing GP den after it was better lahs den SS so tired started rainiin. den recess. i couldnt makan lohs bought laksa $1.20 & onli eat $0.50? wad happen? den math pass fast chinese did compo den su lao shi sae dis to me ' xiao jie ahs cn u pls slp earli ur eye rings are so dark" den she sae wad i everynite at least 12 den slp wahh. really dark mehs den amath ms leow angrii? after meet ong den do de area X-country plaed bb in skool it has been months since we go dere las time it was lyk our home but it is no longer now! cn we go back to sec 1? plaeing bb dat time so xin ku! HELP! den went gplaza den went 527 den goo home! i wana stay alone & reflect
GOD. help me i am in a mess. need GOD help Take my life, join me forever with you Make our heart as one Perfect love driving away all my fear Freedom i've found
