Break free.

hmm. noe wad BAD MOOD!!!
wad de ******!

ydae was 3ojuly.
yuleng kor bdae
aso a big dae !!!
it was street evangilising dae
woke up was tired
den it started to rain lohs
meeted ACTS at westmall
den we went to luwei hse study room
had breifing & praying dere
my partner was JERENE & SHUEN!!
whoo. so sweets.
i was lyk failed dis mission lohs
created mistakes!
haiis .
but den not to discourage
as long as we had share wad GOD wan us to.
it great to see more SALVATION
& noe wad..
huiping & daniel acc christt!
it so HAPPENING
de angels mus be rejoicing.!
went back fer nite life
it was preaching by pastor daniel
always love wen he preached!
den during altar call
i had a weird feel!
it so . haiis. sadd!
after SNL end went to petaya
to cbate yanqi's bdae
den went home
on de way home
i feel BADD!
i was something was bursting
i could feel tears surrounding!
during showering
i could see tears flowing down
lyk de water frm de shower tap
wad's happening?

****
mabbie if YOU tink i am happy
i am not at all. !
mabbie if YOU tink u are de onli one sad
i wana sae i am double ur sadness!
i jus wan YOU to go & persue
a ting which YOU cn produce a product
YOU didn't understand ! :(

todae went to ahma's hse
food . YUM!
den went to jp
den went plaza wid min lohs
den came home
went dinner at gplaza
dae's BAD!! feel LOST x(

to daniel kor:
dis song is specially dd8 to eu.
cos u sae u love de song rites?
Cause I know my God saved the day
And I know His word never fails
And I know my God made a way for me
Salvation is here
hahas. i am so happyy!
dat u are saved
u noe de angels are rejoicing!!!
dun b scared .
dun b stress
GOD dere fer eu
may u continue to stand firm in lord.
yeahh!
will kp ya in prayer tat
ur parents would allow u to cum!

Break free,
5:18 AM

Break free,
4:59 AM

hmms.
feeling sad now
would i regret?
did i sae sth wrong?
i hab addy step out
was i right?
was i wrong?
i duno?
i chose to go instead of stay.
help me. lead me!!! walk bside me!

todae was really dun wana wake up
nv set alarm clock
math & SS passed so fast
yeahh. i am getting more intrested in maths!
POA was hell
had test & i know i gonna fail it
i didnt balance
i wasnt able to concentrate.
amath was more cham
i really duno lohs.
haiis. i jus duno wad i hab been doin lahs
slacking
saeing wana work hard
but?
winnie!!! u gonna wake up le
time wouldnt wait fer eu
it onli 2 mths away to SA2
wad are u still dreaming?
no pain no gain!

after skool went plaein bb
hurt my finger
it hurts.
it swollen.
den went change
den npcc
mr sham & mr ong tok to us
was rather disspointed?
but i hab seen tru le
i dun mean much to me anymore le
den do admin
fer swearing in
den had abit of drills !
den ssgt ong came
he wanted to interview us
den do de IMEI thingyy
whoo.
so looking forward to it
went home
slackingg

noe wad daes tml
it 30 july
de dae all of us hab been waiting fer
yeahh
prayy fer COURAGE

ohyah. wana ask all to pray fer weelin's dad bahs
prayy tat he will get well
& nth gonna happen :)

Break free,
6:10 AM

ems.
nv update ydae
cos fasting frm internet.
skool was lyk usual ydae
de cls seems more guai liao
after skool went plae bb
on lrt
saw alvin di. chat wid him loh
den went prayer walk
it was much better
den de other time i went
i was able to concentrate more
i was able to communicate wid GOD more.
thanks GOD
called mum
& jie was in troubles
sorry jie!!!
wasted ya taxi fare.
happie bdae yihuii dar . :))

skool was ok todae lahs.
SS slp till so shuang lohs
den amath ms leow late
amath passed so fast man
after skool went np room
got changed & waited fer de parade
was rehersing fer NDP'o5
so hot lohs. sweating.
den after parade
went to plae bb
plae till so tired
no strength.
head wid lotsa stars
now beryy tired lohs.

I don't care what it costs anymore
Cos' you gave it all
and I'm following you
I don't care what it takes anymore
No matter what happens
I'm going your way

Break free,
6:31 AM

Take me,
Mold me
Use me,
Fill me
Hold me,
Guide me
Lead me,
Walk beside me
I give my life to the Potter's hand
LORD i surrender it all !

todae morining driizzle
met ju den went skool
flu-iin.
den unafraiid hid in n2
den we sat dere gathers
hehe. so lovely yeah
skool passed fast
after skool went jp wid leo
to buy prezzie
den went home
siian .

de 'thingy'
hope we win lohs
hope we got de oppurtunity
all de effort put in
is it gonna go into waste?

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world of piggies
thanks fer de piggyy!

Break free,
5:32 AM

UNAFRAID dae.
todae was unafraiid 2 yrs anniversary
two years ago.
we were still 7 unmatured gals
doin all silly things
but in a blink of eyes
all of us hab grown up
turning to b more matured & reponsible
i really nv regret noeing de 6 of dem
dey let me found de true meaning of my life
thanks GOD i met dem!

morning was tieing my hair
cos every special dae
i will put on a diff hair style
how's todae wan?
i was nearly late
den everything goes well
recess we xchange gifts
den ate de cake lohs
min break up wid tears
misin de twins
how i wish dey were here wid us too

leonaDAJIE ; thanks fer de piggyy. *hugs* it so cute okiies.
juERJIE ; thanks fer de plaeboii bag ; it kools
nicSANJIE; misses eu. send eu my kisses
melSIJIE; mishhh. kisses. muacks
ayuWUJIE; dunch feel guilty kays? i wan my prezzie frm eu. HAHA!
minXIAOMEI ; thanks fer de notebook!! yeahh. HALLMARK
sevon; thanks fer ya prezzie
& all hu send us greetings :)

everything passed fast
jus now on my way home i reflected
shd i stay / shd i go?
confused.

how manii times hab i broken ur heart?
yet u still fogib me LORD.!

Break free,
6:15 AM

i am DESPRATE fer you
i am LOST without you
you meant so much to me !

ydae was SAT
which means gonna love it so much
mum allow miie & sis to go
yeahhoo! GOD's power & sis's effort
morning went bangkit makan
saw liru ! hahas.
den tidied de room
den went church
no cell grp todae
cos we were preparing fer
EVANGLISING nes wk!!
whoo. looking forward to it!
den nite life was great
preach by pastor daniel lehh!
always luvedd his words!
he so great!
i went to authur todae
i really wana take off dat old sandals
which shdnt blongs to me!
for ur info i am wearing a brand new one!
i gonna encounter GOD
i gonna love him lyk noone else
jus lyk how he LOVE me.
manyy ppl were cryiin ppl .
crying to de LORD.
me too. i felt bad
& jus simply cant stop myself
frm sobbings.
thanks jie ; unafraiid gals & baby eeyore
den went makan
my cousin & niece & auntie was dere
whoo. yummyy
den went home
i was tired.

todae wake up late
i was so tired
went to my ahma hse
den went jp
help leo buy de ting
den went home
slpp. zZz.
see. i looks so slpy
wake up went ten mile
den plaza
yawns. tml is a big dayy!
UNAFRAID bdae!!
whooo :))

Break free,
6:03 AM

todae is FRIDAY
which means tml is sat
i am happyy!
but i am SAD.
mum disagree me & jie
of goin to church tml.
really SAD
ohyahh. DERRICK gt in
ehs. morning went to find ONG
he was happie wid our propsal?
all de lesson passed so fast todae!
skool ended went home
leo dey all came my hse
-tidy my rooms-
den went fer npcc
went wid a good mood
but 'MANGO' spoil it all
we wasnt walking he sae we was
HAIIII! den mr ong asked us to
do de swearin in
it gonna b a BIG event
i am OIC .
abit scariie . !!! HAHA
den go takwando
so fun!
muscle tears.!
after end went to 527
plae abit bb den went home .

YOU are my desire!

Break free,
4:48 AM

hoooo .
using my sis laptoppie
HAHAH! cos i am doin sth
'secrective'
ydae rain in de morning
it de monsoon season
phy i gt listen lohs.HAHA
during chinese
ms soh told us mr luan was leaving
saddening u noe
he is goin back to china
really regret nt treasuring him
he is a super good cher loh
den went to npcc
we completed
love all of ur so much
hope we suceed
i hab FAITH!
den went plaeing bb
dose guysl. haii
den went to ju hse
cos it was ju lunar bdae
de food was yummy
but i hurt my tongue
den chat
watch superstar
suppport DERRICK!
den walk back home
we did slow walk
hahas

todae it was coolderr!
eng was fun?
haha. my grp won TYCOLY
den SS.
ms rafia nv cum
all of us so happie
after den was lyk bla bla
after skool went west mall
did prayer walk
den went to buy stufss
almost done wid de tings
saw alot of churchies dere.
hehe. GOD bless
i am off to do work
BYE!

lord i give u all my heart
i FOLLOW u lord.!

Break free,
3:10 AM

everything seems OPPOSING me
wad happening man .!
i felt de gap btween us
i felt dat all of us are changing
including myself
i hate my character
i gonna change myself.
matter seems dashing towards miie
all confused
not noeing wad to do .
HELP!
seriously feel BAD
though i make look happie
but i isnt .
i feel i am wearing a mask!

todae rainin heavily
slping in cls during geo
tried to kp myself awake
but i can;t
PE was kools.
plaed wid de sec 2
de malay guys frm 2t1
so cute lohs.
esp suffuwan .
den eng. did summary
summary more intrestin le
den chem & poa pass fast
CME was talk at hall
fall asleep
SS passed fast
wanted to stay back after skool fer phy
but so little ppl siia
den went to gplaza
den i remmber i got dental
went dere i waited fer 2 hrs loh
wad de toot!!

i can do everything thru him hu gibs me strength

- phillipians 4:13

Break free,
6:10 AM

back to post
todae was tired
woke up late loh
went to skool
had eng
den maths
mama nv cum lohs
chat wid mr ong
& he promise about de matter
hope all de sec 3 jiayou!
den recess
didnt eat
den dose guys started teasing miie
de chalet
hope it would suceed
hope to get anth dae lyk
13.oct.2oo4
after recess was siian lah
teo bo cum
phy went lab
after lunch was chinese
lalallalala. assembly siian
after skool went west mall wid leo
whoo. unafraid bdae cuming
i loviin it :)
i recieved sthing disheartenin
haha. hope it isnt true

you;re my KING!
my everything.

Break free,
6:50 AM

woh! it WEEKEND agaiin
ydae went churchies
went to church office
fer ACTS prayer meeting
yeah NISSI ACTS !!!
den went back church
fer cell grp
plaed game
& i nearly got forfeit!
HENGG!
ice breakers always fun!
den had praise & worship
de songs r fabulous :))
den silvestre told us bout
fasting tingy
fer street evanglising on 3ojuly
looking forward to it!
den nite life
was preach by rixiang
it was meaningful.
i cried to GOD during
authur call ydae
i told GOD was i desire!
wad i gonna do fer him!
went fer dinner
i didnt eat
my throat jus simply ...!
den cafe duty
my eyes was lyk flowing hot tears
i duno wad happen
it seems internal swollen
thanks kenni fer de casing!
den went home .
SLP. zZZz.

todae didn't wanted to wake up
so went to yew tee
help mum gt baby show
den after den went to church loh
wanted to pass kenni de ting loh
den help up
hehes. it was FUN okie.
but den i abit pissed off by sting
nt gonna sae.
wad has pass has pass
after den me & jie was too tired to go home
we slack dere
den reach home.
i slp
went plaza jus now.
YAWNS.
weiniie feeling terrible.

LORD, i gib u my heart
i gib you SOUL.

Break free,
6:36 AM

happy BURSTDAE leona dajie ;
happie bdae to eu.
happie bdae to eu
happie bdae to LEONA
hapie bdae to eu

i tink its de fourth time
i am singing dis to YOU!
you are so special to me?
YEAH!!
nothing gonna beat u done gurl
u gonna b de strongest wan rites?
dun feel stress kay?
b stress free.
why?
for GOD so love you
& same do i .
will b dere triple's A fer eu :)

daes really passed so fast
remeber de first yr we cbate
it was lyk we were still kids
habing funni & lame ideas?
buying a cake which is not a cake!
hahah! but it was memorable
we changed so much.
so much. really much.
we are not de BAD gals
all of ur once noe bah :))

morning wake up by min's msg
den went to meet dem
i was late in deir watch
sryy aneway!
went to leo hse to prepare
lalalala. it suceed.
she was shock!!
den had cake at de stairs.
den went to skool
chated in 3n2. whoo.
missed de n2's times. :))
all lesson passed fast bfer recess todae
den after recess was amath
i duno wad de cher toking about
i went slping
during amath.
sthing sad happen?
hmm. wad has pass has pass
after skool went 527
den went home
went town wid jie & leo loh
shopped ard to get gifts
den weilun. tommy & jas came
we went shop shop loh.
my eyes *hurts*
den dey went arcade
den took bus home
i was super tired.
went home plae com
LEONA: 2 more hrs ur bdae end liao!!
treasure. muacks.
my throat simply hurts
habing diff eating rice
sadded :(

Break free,
6:49 AM

hmm. earli morning
stihing bad happen lah
i was shock
i was useless
not noeing how to console her
not noeing wad to do
i was L O S T
wanted to cry too
but i didnt
aneway my cough is worsting

to HER:
remember wadeva happens
we will b dere fer ya
dun worry lah
everything gonna b fine?
yeah. GOD dere helping ya
will kp ya in prayer k?
tkcares

after skool
went to find wilbert
told him about de matter
& he promised to help us
thanks lots.
aneway noe wad.
he is de bdae boii todae!!
happy bdae wilbert.

den went to makan
kenni & jie was here
nt much appiette
den went plaein bb
jerome dey all was dere
plae till hurt my hand sia
sob sobs
den went home
here i am
goin do hw soon
wont b online

Break free,
2:42 AM

hmm. P I S S E D mood.
i wana get back de justice
dat belong to us!
it really being unfair
habing to wait all 3 yrs
putting in all efforts
jus to look forward to dis
& now its gone!!
gibing de chance to de juniors
wad does tat means?
saeing we are invisible?
we are useless?
& where is de respect
tat belong to us ?
what we get are disobedient
frm all of ur.
we gonna show ur
we will not get defeat
we will snatch back wad it
belongs to us.
nth gonna replace us!

todae had phy in de morning
was ok. i did listen
eng was workable
i was able to do
suddenly feel its fun?
amath was siian lah
de cher is slow
after recess.
blabla bla .
got cutted on my nose!
after skool
went npcc room
seeing tings which piss off us!!
wad does dat means all ?
had parade .
hidaya was de parade commander
voice gonna G O N E
bad throat.
went to npcc room
to do spring cleaning
sadness spreaded de room
den went to sunbeam
den went home .

Break free,
5:05 AM

hmm.
not update since sun
mondae blues
but mondae period pass fastest bah.
after skool
ju dey all came my hse
& leo went clem .
was coughinn lyk HELL
its getting bad & worse.

tues was better in skool lah
geo was ok
pe was RUGBY
de floor so dirty
hurt myself
den eng was ok.
mr lim gib us free period
really tink lim is a good cher loh
gonna treasure him !
den after recess
had CME tok
den SS den skool ends
went gplaza
makan.
den went 527 plae
den rains.
*yawns*

new midii. thanks peiting!

to de ends of the earth!

Love unfailing
Overtaking my heart
You take me in
Finding peace again
Fear is lost
In all you are

And I would give the world to tell Your story
Cause I know that You've called me
I know that You've called me
I've lost myself for good within Your promise
I won't hide it
I won't hide it

Jesus, I believe in You
And I would go to the ends of the earth
To the ends of the earth
For You alone are the Son of God
And all the world will see
That You are God
You are God

Break free,
5:43 AM

woo . nowdaes sat dun update le
cos my sat are more intresting le
ydae morning wake up
went out wid mum
to ten mile.
den came home
prepare to go out
meet shimin & she was LATE
foreveerrr.. !
den went to church
got scolded by kenni
cos we was late!!
HAHAH!
min had cafe briefing.
slack dere.
den had cell grp
it was a combine wan
so kool!!
it ended up in nissi ACTS?
hmm. it all GOD; s plan
& i will follow.
den it was de las time ARCHERS
get together
sad sadd. she bu de.!
but den we are still in NISSI 3RD!
den had nite life
waited fer de big sisters to arrive
kenni treat us eat YUMYUM!
he de slapping king!
nite sermon was by wanping
*clapp^
i wna hab de COMPASSION!
after den went makan
den went back to cafe
help up & tokedd.!!
hope ju feel de love of GOD
after wanping toking to her!
reach home. restted

todae. wake up by my family
i was de lastest to wake up
& i feel sa ya in my voice!!!
HAHA!
den went my grandma hse
den went jp
shoped ard
& i tot of wad to buy fer unafraid le
except ju de.
siian. alot of hw undone!

one way JESUS.
u are de only ONE i could live fer.!

Break free,
6:12 AM

not updating fer two daes.
wahh. it late now!
ydae skooling goes on as usual
after skool went plaza bought kor prezzie
den went to church office
to had prayer meeting.
& aso to hear some announcement bah
'spilt cellgrps'
SOBS :((. she bu de loh
mabbie i jus need time to adapt ba
till now i am still sad .!
haii. but it all GOD plan
satan is spirtually attacking us loh
causiin bad stuffs to happen .
:(( . s a d . it ended. !

todae went skool
SICKLYY.!!
coughing lyk shit.
& my throat is getting frm
bad to WORSE!!
frii seems most siian lah
after skool dey went home
me & min went chatiing
we gals hab real to tok!
den prepare
back to NPCC !!!
had promotion test.
nv even tot i would promote loh
really did some chamlyy loh
+ i was habing cold sweats & fever
during den.
i noe i wouldnt pass
but miracle appears.
thanks GOD!! :))
den went to hospital
to cbate ruxiang bdae.
den went makan!!
den went home!!

happy bdae ruxiang & runtang KOR!

Break free,
9:26 AM

i am SADD!!!
i am so pissed off!!
can i jus break down dis momment?
evrything seems dashin to ME!
i wana go tml .
prayy fer me!!!
prayy tat mum will left me & sis
wid more freedom.
frm now onwards i onli cn use com 4 daes
sat 9pm reach home instead of 10!
wad;s all happening?
i fear tat sthing gonna happen!

& ANG WEI JIE.
stop all ur 'scaring'
u tink is FUN?
wake up pls!
i am not in de mood to enjoi dis fun wid u!
get off my EARS & my SIGHT.
u make me unable to overcome my fear
u made me CRY!
u made me so PISSED.

pray tat i will b able to go tml
prayy tat everything go back to normal!
haiis.

Break free,
6:13 AM

o4o7o5 --
went watch initial D .
quite nice.!!
jayy got dimples
acc leo go cut haiir
went to find mum
at ktv.
den i sang yongqi
i found out .
which was SO shockk!!
GOD ans my prayer u noe
thanks GOD!!!
but i dunchh noe will it happen!
went home it was late
was pretty worried bout ...
hope nth hapens

todae was skool
routine started agaiin
try fasting.
lways scare me!
pls dunchh kaes.
was looking at frenster jus now.
&

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i LOVE dis pic so much
tears flow down jus now
jus missed every momment we had
t o g e t h e r .
i missh ya. sis :))

nothing in my hands i bring

simply to de cross i cling

fer all tat u hab done fer me

dis love song i will sing

only YOU cn fill de vacumm in my <3

only YOU cn love me lyk noone else

i will RUN to you.

Break free,
3:16 AM

heyy
nv update fer de pass two daes
here i am backk

ydae went churchh
my sat had bcum more intresting le
now ppl ask me wen is de dae i lyk most
i will sae SATURDAYY!!
lottie of fun!!
went to plaza wid jie to had LJS
den i went home
den i plae game till 4get time
met min den leo was late
reached church late loh.
had cell.
icebreaker was gr8tie
but got sabo loh
kenni pull me HARLY
and he let go.
i fall on de floor
& bfer i could stand up
guizhen sat on me!!!
kool rites? pathetic me!!
but den it was fun
had praise & worshipp
den disciplership
sorryy shuen.
thanks fer ur patience.
den had nite sermon
barbra came!!
singing was so GREAT!
while i was singing
i could feel my heart being captured
inside a ziplock bag
& GOD took it awayy
it really so relistic loh!!
love todae session damm lot
sermon was by pastor daniel!!
wahhh!! so GREATIIE
den after prasing was great aso
tears surrounded wen singing YOU
only YOU lordd.
can love me lyk noone else.!
den went makan
den went home

todae wake up by leo msg
den prepare
went to makan
went to plaza to buyy liying prezzie
went churchhie fer bible study
quite AWESOME lah
jus lyk pastor daniel so muchhie!
den took bus to beddok
such a long tripp
& de ahhao kp pulling my hair loh
reach dere
her hse so HUGE!
gt two gates loh
we sang. we plae & enjooie
it was fun lah.
jus reachedd home!!
enjoiie myself.
yeahh. intitial D here i cum tml
flu still in me loh. SOB!

prayy tat i continue to grow in you
bless all . :))
HAPPY BDAE LIYING
god bless siis. :))

Break free,
8:08 AM

yawns *
ju sms miie earli in de morning
wen i jus gotta my slpp
she sae she's sickk
OMG!! de dieseas is spreadiin
everyone is tiio-in

todae was de first dae of july
todae was ncc dae.
jus feeling so unwell in de morning
friidae simplyy. haii
3 POA. 3 a math periodd.
i couldn't stop myself frm falling aslp.
haii. i tink i had sligjt fever in de morn
but nw it ok le.
jus de throat .
got back report books
haii. didnt hit my expection

after skool went gplaza
had icekerchang
den went home change
den go 527 see dem plae loh
hehe :)) weixiong so cool.
den had npcc
we had to plan fer swearin-in
i am de overall i/c loh
hmm. prayy fer me bahh :)

yeahh! tml sat
which is church dae!!!
whoo.

Break free,
6:28 AM