haiis. 25jan. a daes full of memoriies & tears. remembering 25jan2oo4 it was e dae since i last saw ivan. wouldnt forget tat tight hug he left moii. haiis. jus now i saw his nick. i cried. i duno why. perharps i am jealous but i noe i wasn't. i had a knife stab in my heart agaiin. i didn't noe i will break down as i hab see him goiin thru wid so manii. & i tot i addy used to it le. but e fact was my heart still couldn't take it. tears still flow down my cheeks. haiis. todae morniin couldn't wake up frm bed lohs. cos was dreamiin. dream damm funii sia. den went to skool to meet dem. POA was okiie. mr teo didn't scold us sia. hahas. den was SS. we did e worksheet & two period pass so fast. woot. den recess lohs. after den was english do e correction all dis lahs. den e guys kp make me luff lohs. till e water i drank went inside moii nose. den splash all over e floor. den was amath. did some revision & of cos tokiin. hahahs. den was chem. got test. very fast pass. den was cme las two period. den potato cum. den he tok tok den let us do e excercise. den we all tok wid liru & tommy lohs. den noe quite a few tings lohs. den afta skool. go plae bball wid dem lohs. den he dere. but wen we wana plae den he go le =(. after went to canteen. tok tok & eat eat. den went to e leadership tingy. den need to go camp on fri lohs. sians half lehs. den go gplaza wid yu & min. den we tok & luff lohs. den i sae e ting dey kp luff & luff. duno fer wad. reach home watch tv. las espisode sia. so nice lehs. den afta dat dinner den go dental appointment lohs. e doc sae i gonna take out in a few months time. woot.. =). den mum & dad decorating dad car so i stood dere plaeiin wid dad's sunglass.lol. den go bangkit buy ting. den came home lohs. now tokiin wid him. haiis