haiis. jus broke down all bcos of him. i duno y lahs weneva moii & him chat about our releationship i will cry de lohs. haiis. he told moii to let go again todae. jus wana sae if i could let go. i would hab done long ago lohs. is e FEELINGG. it wasn't moii fault. i aso dun wan to love hiim okiie. loviin him is e most miserable tings i hab in my life lohs. he didn't noe e outnumber times i cried. the outnumberd time i was depress. & dere was a knife stab in my heart. hab u tot of how hurt it was? it a scar in my heart it wouldn't b heal? it all feeling fault. not mine & not his. recently he hab been in lots of troubles i tried to help up in all i could & to b dere to console hiim. was i wrong to do tat.? i jus feel tat he is sure poor tiing lohs. & i noe he would change i got faith in him. i did all dis as a part of a fren not someone special okiie. i jus hope to stay out frm dis stuff. can e feelings b off? frens is jus e releationship btwn us okiie. haiis. i jus wana stay out frm all dis craps. tired & sick of all. pls let me go. i jus hope love nv existt. =((
jus fer HIMM: noone is a failure. if u gonna gib up urself noone cn help you. so i hope u will still hold on & face all e troubles dat r infront of ur face now. hab faith in urself tat u will change anew. tat all i wana sae okiie. as a frens i am willing to help u okiie. so do cheer up. =)
okiie. saeeiin bout todae. first periiod of POAA!!! mr teo fierce nehs. den SS . i dun understand e cher tok wad lehs. recess lohs. den i help him tok to cy. den we sms? haiis. actually was happiie lahs. but now. not sad but puzzled. he sae wan to tr8 me drink tml. will himm? den eng lohs. mr lim cls. YAWNSS. den amath den we tok & tok non stop .lol. todae e cls so enthu lohs. chem cls. so noisy. den go cme. e potato lahs. lessoon not as borin as las wk but still boring. afta den. skool end. got npcc meeting. heng bo kena scold. den go 527 lahs. den actually wana call tat gal cum de but she nv cum. aiyohhs. hum ahs? her steadd promise 4.15 on thurs cum. okiie. den we plae bball. den hongsheng got cum.den hors. e ju got hit moii headd. ouchh!!! faint.lol. den chitchat. xiaomeii & tommy.lol.den go home. watch tv. now onlinee. he offline le.=((
