haiis. time passes shoo fast. todae is e las day fer 2oo4 le. dun hab e atmosphere nohs. haiis. duno sadd or happie lahs. cos happen hab enuf of sec 2 lifee. or happie bcos is a brand new year. a brand new startt. haiis. me not lookin forward afta all. cos hw all undone & don't wana go n1 lehs. haiis. nvvm noone cn predict about later lahs. aneway todae wake up at 8 den read e SHE comic book. waiting fer go out lohs. cos todae meeting galistan de ppl mahs.went to interchange to meet moii biao jie first lohs. den she late shoo we all late. reach dere saw auntie loy. auntie whylin.chenyan. qiqi & yeeyee. den we walk in together to e cashew park lohs. den saww auntie jen & auntie jenniferr. wooottt.!!!! den dey cnt recognise me lahs. sae i change le.lol den we chitchat. den auntie bengyou bought down shoo many food fer us lahs. eat till so full. den auntie loy told us about her lovestory.shoo romanticc. & e miracle god gave herr. hahas. den chat here chat dere. we sae if auntie sally go back galistan den we go. hmm. den will call ben.tom dey all go back nohs. woott. dat would b fun lahs. hahas. den 2+ came home. den go plaza buy things den came home. hohoho.=) later goiin to countdown wid leo dey all lohs. hope it would b funn. woaiinii. ___*
--]] a brand new year & a brand new starrt . i hope it will b a nw life fer you&iiii!!! wo ai nii.
2oo5 resolutiion. luvky 777.
#o1 forget himm & find my true lovee.
#o2 good grades & good health fer everyone
#o3 unafraidd together . world peace.
#o4 get tings i long ferr. eg. vondutch stuff. a new com...
#o5 to b splash wid love & care.
#o6 hab freedom & suceed in all i do in e upcomiin years.
#o7 all tis wishes cum truee. =)
woainii____*
Break free,
1:39 AM
todae wake up by siis lohs.cos me & her go hide e clue fer her cls amazingg race.hahas. hid hid hidee. den went back homee to see mvp.. woott.!!! johnny yan is so shuaii okiee.. hahas. watch till cry nehs. cos taiizi.haiis.moii bery emotional de lahs. den variety dat showw. shoo funni lohs. den eat lunch. waiting fer leo dey all cum lohs. den min came first. den we admire e foto together den plae moii keyboardd. den we wait fer leo to arrive. she was late fer one hours lohs.hahas. cnt blame lahs. she go makan.den came my house.plae com lohs. den we lisiao ppl. min go call jer den sae she is ms tan. den jer de mum so fierce lehs. walao. den lisiao flower dey all. lol. den duno got how manii ppl at dere lohs. all take turn tok. den duno hu go act lyk gal tokk. sae is jianweii de sis.lol. den we lisiao runjie.hahas. we go sae shimin oni lyk gals den lost her menya. lmaooo. ahahahahs. luff till my stomach pain ahs. den e min&leo kp eat e chocolate eat e whole two packs lohs. lol. sure grow fat de hors. hahas. den i watch tv. den plae com den came online lohs. den write testii lohs. den now tokinn wid leo.min.yu nohs. tokin bout tml countdownn. hohoho. =))
muacks. woaiinii. ]] piinklovee.
Break free,
5:19 AM
woott. ydae slp latee? watch i guessx4. shoo funni lohs. todae woke up by jas msg den rest awhile den went to rebond my haiir.lol. reach dere at 11 den do till 4 lohs. cos siis aso mahs. kinnda weird lahs. hahas. den went to 527 to find leo dey all lohs. plae abit of e match den went home watch tv. hab dinner den came online. he was online. so we had some chats lohs. i sot of lyk doiin my part as a fren lahs. cheer him up lohs. i aso bu hen xing see him shoo sad& hurts.haiis. ohya. mum dun allow us go e countdown i sians half le. haiis. sadded.
YOU were the one whom i wish could b by myself weneva i am down. but you were never dere.
YOU were the one whom i purpeously came online to see whether you were dere. but you & i jus seldom tok lyk we used to b.
YOU were the one whom i really feel lyk huggin it in my arms to b dere wheneva u r down. but i guess you jus dun need me.
YOU were the one whom i will b happie wheneva my msg appear ur name. but we dun sms lyk how we used to b anymore.
YOU were the one who appear in my tot all time. but i noe in your mind dere won't b a single me.
YOU were the one whom i couldn't slp jus bcos i am excited to see you de nes dae. but what use i jus waste my slping time.
YOU were the one whom i wanted to protect when you are bein bullied but i jus dun hab e guts to do so.
YOU were the one whom i try to gib you all the things you ask fer. but hab you never gib me things i ask fer.
YOU were the one whom is picture in my mind wheneva i am in pain. but would you hab me in ur mind wen u r sadd. stab tat u guys me. who gonna heal?
YOU were the one whom i wonder hold ur hand and tell e whole world you are mine. but i guess you wouldn't hab tis kind of thinkingg.
but i want to thank you cos you made me learn lessons which i can't learn myself. you let me do why ppl sae lurve hurts. sad i am.
Break free,
5:24 AM
yawns. las nite slp quite late cos using e com mahs.till 2+ den he online aso lahs. i tink he slping lahs jus set away. todae wake up at 9+ den prepare things den went to plaza to meet leo & min lohs. den hors leo de first to reach. miraclee. den e min hors @ home 'shen dan'.late shoo long. so mi and leo go walk first lohs.den chat den took taxi to e pool. den we swim den u noe hu we sawww. ah dougg . ah nic & ah gus(LOL) & ahdoug de buttock aka cousin. hahas. den shoo funni lahs. ah doug fatter le. den ah nick de haiir shoo funii. den we plae e slide & wave den 12+ bath. den got lot 1 eat kfc. den walk walk lohs. den saw benny wid pink shirt.koolz. love pink. den went home lohs. see e magazine.den take a rest. den watch tv.watch e newss. so cham siia. de earthquake tsunami disater. so kelian. den plae com lohs. he jus came online.haiis.dun tink we gonna chat. haiis. drift apart. tml gonna rebondd haiir scare not nicee. *weeps*
if e only way we can b together is DREAM den i will slp foreva. ]]
Break free,
6:12 AM
lalalals. back frm town. todae moii wake up at 10+ was lyk bery bery bery tired okiee. cnt imagine skool reopen mus wake up so earli again lohs. haiis. homework undone not looking forward on skool reopening lyk las time. cos not wid good buddies le xcept leo.haiis. but skool reopen cn see him lahs. recently used to not so miss him le lohs. wish i tink it is good. now so pain. but wen tink of him. my heart lyk broke into two pcs and tears lyk broke out lohs. now chatting wid him lohs. showering him wid advice. & e mistake he maddee. hope tat he cn change anew okiee. =) wake up le. watch mvp. den go town lohs. actually my cousin aso goin de but she las min not free so me & sis went lohs. reach far east me saw a full skirt. quite nice lehs. got tie & pinky de. gt one more which is nicer but too bigg. haiis. den me & my sis cant make up our choice.hahas. but end up gt buy den sis bought her black skool bag fer nes yr. quite simple & nicee. den we went to heeren. went to eat e wanton mee den go walk walk lohs. buy e pig pig e badge. kewt. > . <. den go cenilsure. den go OG den plaza singapura. saw so mani things i wanted to buy but. nv lahs. den came home lohs. found tat key lost siia. sadded. den came online. dat all fer e dae.tml goiin swin wid unafraidd. >)
things i wana buyyy.
#o1. von dutch small baggg. [ de dark pink & white de. ]
#o2. von dutch pencil box. [ dark orange & white de. ]
#o3. silver tiee.
#o4. e skirt frm samuel & kevin.
#o5. e von dutch jean skirrt .
#o6. e von dutch collar shirt.
who willing to buy fer me. pls tag my boardd.lol.
i would wan to see e dae u change aneww. & she accept u again. ]]
Break free,
5:25 AM
happie burfdaees. jiianhua.... my laogonggg. hehes. jiiayou.
yesterdae i had a bery bad nightmare. i was shoo scarie. in e scene include my first crush,alex. yankuang. kardong & jianyingg. shoo scarie. i dream he slap me twice. omggg!!! den todae wake up by my parents lahs. wtt. =(( den went to woodlands dere lohs. got dogdogg. den went to pick up ahyi den go ahma hse dere lohs. den go to e shopping walk walk. reach ahma hse as usual tok lohs & watch tv. den my ahyi call me go rebond my haiir. lol. duno got mahs lahs. most prob got bahs. whahahahahz. den left ahma hse go jurong pt. den go clementi bought a jeans frm samuel & kevin. hehes. walk walk. den go plaza. saw lots of ppl i noe lohs. hehes. den see e cooker make e ramen den went fer dinner den came home. siians. den tml goiin towning wid my sis & cousin. haiis. holidae cuming to e end . & my hw. haiiis. =(( miss him. shoo mani daes nv see le. 20 daes no see. bery sadd.
ni hao jiu hao. dun care bout me. ]]
Break free,
5:16 AM
i wish you a merry xmas.
i wish you a merry xmas.
i wish you a merry xmas & a happi new year.
dd8 to all ppl whom i noee. love you guys lots. 2oo4 is coming to e endd. may i wiish your all e bestt. okiee. all ur resolution of e year cum truee.
hehes. thanks to dose hu send me xmas msg las nitee & dis morningg. my inbox was flood by u guys & it make me hab a atmosphere of newyear. i make me thing of las yr wen he sms me so mani xmas msgg. & even e picture msg. haiis. all wouldn't happen again cos we r drifting apartt. we were no longer e good frens. haiis. okiee enuf of all dose. this morning wake up at 11. den cut & read some things. den 12+ go to mum workplace. dey were habing xmas party dere. so i went. it was quite fun aftaall. my mum's frens pick us up den reach dere so mani ppl le. & got shoo mani foodd. den e food got voting wan aso. guess hu's food got e most votes is my MUMMY wan. hahhas. her chingtang. yummy. hahas. first lehs among all e 46 food.imagine someone hu don't cook at all won e best food. hahas. den got lots of programme lahs. quite fun.hahas. den came back at 6+ den went to bangkit to eat lohs. bought durian. cough cough cnt eatt. =(( sore throat. haiis. miss youu.
lonely xmas. would you b dere in e upcoming years?
Break free,
5:49 AM
heys ppl. moii is back frm e chalet. hehes. ydae morningg wake up 6+ lohs. cos gonna go skoll fer e sec 1 registration tingy nohs. den me & ju lyk traffic policee. hahas. we help to guide e ppl to e carpark lohs. shoo funni. do till 9+ den we go in eat snake. den we tok wid dar. she told me about *him* lohs. haiis. i m totally dissapointedd wid him. den mr ong cum back he bought food fer us. mr goh aso got go. den we eat e oreo & drink e orange juicee. hehes. den we sit inside e npcc room. den go walk walk. ju de wholee big family came. hahas. den afta we go plae wid tatoo. hahas. den we sit sit den we go home lohs. reach home watch finis mvp den go bath & prepare. den go down find dat forget bring sweesen voucher.lol. den call sis bring down. den go eat sweesen lohs & buy weiyi present.hehes. den we took mrt to dere lohs. yawns. so longg.reach dere we saw dem goin escape so we decide to go to e room. buttt. e room was shoo dirty. eek. we were lyk omgoshhhh! den we went down lohs. to walk den saw kenneth. hahas. me slp on e bench. den we decide to go buy food so we go tk money. but e room was clean le. kenneth did e cleaningg.thanks. tat time we dun feel lyk goin down le. so we rest. we tok. we plae. we took fotos. kida koolz orhs. hahas. den we went out to eat katong laksa.. yummmy. den go back again. we ate e icecream cake inside e fridge. lol. it was damm funnyyy. esp e toilet paper. imagine dark chocolate stuck on e toilet paper. wad will u tink offf? shittt? hahas. den we watch tv.den went down fer bbq. me was e 'otah meii.' .lol. e otah was nicee. e satay was nice too.den weiyi came back.so we went to buy tidbits. den went back room to eat lohs. den bath. den rest. den cnt slp.so we go walk walk. den we decide go e beach. we tot it was dirty but it wasn't. so we tok den aso lie down on e sandd. at dere i could not stop tinking of him. and tears flew down my cheeks.haiis. bery sadd & disapointedd. but aftaall.i hab tink true le. i m not gonna care anemoree.hais.den i feel lyk slping dere cos its coldd & e sea breeze was nicee. somemore got stars. de feeling was gr8. but afta dey sae got mosquito so we went back lohs. wen back addy 2+ le. e guys still awake. so we rest. den de guys was lyk sooooooo noisy. omggg.!!! esp dat guy. he was lyk kinda cutee. slp quite well. but 4+ kena wake up by e 'beng' . he ask us where de beach. dey wana go watch sunrise.actually i wanted to go. but dey dun wan so nv go lohs. so went back to slp. den wen i was half asleep. i overheard wad dey were tokingg and it was kindda yellow. 5+ wake up cos noisy.den 6+ was lyk really wake up. went wash up. den i lie on e bed and rest lohs. cos really not enuf slp.den ju &min went out. den dey call me. call me go eat br8fast. we ate maggie mee @ macdonald. den aso drink lahs. den we went back. got ready fer escape. plae lohs.den pirate ship not open.den i plae de wan till shoo giddy & somemore not enuf slp got headache. den feel lyk vomiting lohs. den e rainbow was lyk kinda sians. hahas. wad's fun is e indoor wan. shoo nicee. but i got blue blaccck!!! most nice awardd goes to 'gokart.'. e first time we went right got kindda of dis weirdo family infront. dat father jus sucks to e core lohs. fukkk ittt. 'buy ur son high heels lahs. got money big ahs?' .hahas. wen my turn to plae rites. shoo fun. i anyhow bang. den i actually second de. but e malay gurl so sucks. den me stuck.hahas. den de second time i plaee. shoo fun. hope to plae again. escape kindaa sians liao lahs. den rest in e mrt. reach home settle tings. den went to gplaza fer dinner. den noe hu i sawww. leonaaa ngggg.!!! hahas. tml gonna cbate xmass. yeah. hohoho. meerrry christmass.
santa clauss. my wish is tat he C.H.A.N.G.E ? dissapointed but still lurvee?
Break free,
6:07 AM
yeaaah!!! my letter is being read out at 933. e first letter lehs. aneone got hear? hehes. todae wake up at 10 by sis lohs. den plae com fer awhile den watch mvp qing ren. i love chen fenggg. muackss. den went to dae-dreams.hahas. dad bought me lunch. afta eat i go draw tings lohs. draw till 2+ den plae com lohs. chat wid him fer awhile. den do my own things. afta den watch tv den dinner. dencame online again lohs. hehes. shoo sians. tml would b away to chalet. won't b updating till sat. i hereby wish all hu drop by my blogg . merry xmass. =) hais. todae 1yr10mths le. saddedd. =(( missu. jus now got chat nowdun hab lehs. haiss. woainii.
ni hao jiu haoo. ]]
Break free,
5:01 AM
lastnite help mum draw e xmas card till 1+. yawns. todae update late le. todae wake up at 9+ by yang's msg. den draw things. den daddi cum home. he bought me & jie to town. hahas. cos sis changing hp. reach dere e fone .k700i . no more liao.shoo saddd. dendun hab 6230 aso sia.. i wan nehs. den she decide so long. den decide to take k500i. woot. den e quene was shoo far away . so mi and dad went to eat first den cum back. lol. e no. over so we quene again. den sis go taka help mum buy tings wadd. den she saw tat k500i not nice. shoo she dun wan takee. den so messy. end up take e800c, den samsung wan quite koolz. we take e fone lyk frm 11-4 lohs. all thabks to sis. can't make her choicee. hahas. den afta i went to change braces. den came home watch tv lohs. den nv cum online cos scare mum scold. so nw she slp le i use lohs. ahas.sianss. endingg here. nitess. he online bt we bo tok..
M I S S . wihenxiangni.. ]]
Break free,
8:01 AM
happie burfdae prisciliaa. [hehes] . wake up by daddie. he hors always call den i pick up he put dwn. den i draw e cards nohs. draw till so uglyy. den wne to meet erjie.&xiaomeii. den xiaomeii sjhoo funni. wear e shirt wrong sidee. dem went to 527 lahs. see shoo mani ppl. den go gplaza. cos e leo hors. haben cum. so we go dere den tok awhile. den she arrive. den we buy e bee hoon. shoo big plate sia. den cnt finish. afta den we went 527 lohs. but i nv plae lohs. cos i am shoo tiredd. den ice dey all put our aeroplaene but cheehow came. den we went to gplaza. wanna buy weiyi present. but duno wadda buy. yawns.den we go koopitiam tok lohs. honeydew sago. den go plae bball wid wenbin . vondutch & duno wad siang. den we lost lah. but was fun. den huahua&jianwei dey all aso dere. dey plae bball. leo shoo sonh siiaa. den afta den went home. watch tv. den eat dinner lohs. den chit chat wid my family. lol. my dad gonna buy new fone fer my sis sia. sony erricson de. quite koolz. den came online. help dad check e plan lohs. hehes. den do thing here & dere. here it is. tnl got tang yuan eat. yummy.hehes. endding heree.l
perhaps if i DREAAAM u would b dere fer me? ]]
Break free,
5:09 AM
hais.las nite kena scold my mumlahs. she sae me cnt use com. wthhhh. hahas. now steal jie com time to use. hehes. slp @ 2+ las nite. todae wake up at 10+ den ihelp mum draw xmas card den went to my ahma's hse. reach dere. sit sit tok tok. den go jp lohs. den mum&jie went jp but i went home cos i wana watch star awards.den watch till 6+ den went to pick up mum&jie. den went to make my specs. hahas. jus change e frame. walao. mum dun allow me wear lens. haiis. den went to sebawang den go makan den came home lohs. den wrap xmas present. do some preparing. read teenage. now watching happie sundae.lol. so funni. hahas. haiis. now he online aso but we bo chat.haiss. miss himm. =(
miss u till i br8down. ]]
Break free,
8:02 AM
lalals. las nite change blog lohs.till 2+. den at dere nitedreaming. den fall a slp lohs. den todae wake up at 11+ den draw thingy. den eat lunch watch tv. den me&sis went to imm lohs. wana buy unafraid de present. hehes. guess wad i boughht? quite stoopid de. den we walk walk walk. den suddenly saw mummi.den she shout @ us. me & sis shock man. we jump. haha. e world is so small.den went to raffles wid mum. she go her 'office'. koolz. yangyang so cute. hahas. den afta me.mum&sis went to taka lohs. walk walk. den mum buy xmas gift.hehes. den eat e durian icecream. so yummyy. ohyaa!! i saw caiyi & someone hu look lyk yihui.lol.e dinner todae was shoo nicee. i m loving itt. den took bus home lohs. so mani ppl. hais. den now reach home lohs. do here do dere.later gonna wrap unafraid gift. tml goin out wid parents. here my daee.sians
is it worthy to b sad fer youu? ]]
Break free,
7:26 AM
[[ swim swim. ]]
unafraidd. gal.
heys heys. here r e pics. if wana see more cn ask me send ya lah. hahas. i wonder hu's intrestedd. okiee. cut e craps. las nite slp liao den work up by xiaomeii and jonathan . den afta tat nv slp till 2+ lahs. todae went to lrt to meet dem lohs. den we waited fer half & hr den ju bo turn up. so dey went to my hse to see e foto. den we all go lot 1 lohs. me bought e bag. & went to pierce my ears. *ouch*. den bought some things. den went to fajar mac. den erjie & dajie cum . so we chit chat dere lohs. den came home. den actually got go out de but mum sae not goin le. so i stay at home draw things lohs. den watch tv. sianss. den came online lohs. lalas.
forgib is nv equal to forget. hais. ]]
Break free,
4:37 AM
happie bdae biaomei. ah bee.
koolz. yawns. kena wake up by daddie this morning. everytime lyk tis sia. himphhh. den do some things. den my specs broke sia. hais. my mum dun wana make me a nw wan. she sae mys pay myself. mabbie would onsider contact lens. i cn call my dad to help. hahas. den went to 527 to plae bbal lohs. reach dere oni got me and xy oni. den waited fer dem to arrive.den went to develp de pics. den plae bball lohs. afta den go lunch den plae bball again. sians half. den plae & plae till 4+ wana go home le. but started to rain. so we waited inside the shelter. den e mark and chee how shoo funny. dey 'fite' till i luff lyk siao. hahas. mark u shd gt a bra. <.. xy sae de . lol. den went home le. hab a bathden watch tv. den went to take e foto. not bad. would show ur tml wen i update. nw not free. ohya! finally chat wid him todae. hais. endinn here le. tml goin eat sweesen wid unafraid. buais
[[ missing e daes we used to hab together. ]]
Break free,
6:13 AM
15.12.o4... happie burfdae. auntie sally & wu xu ma li. aso a memorable dae fer me & him bahs. e dae i sot of tell him i lyk him? actually i nv sae is he ask me de. so i sae lohs. hais..! 1 yr le. shoo fast. todae machiam sians . whole dae at home nv even step out of e house. morning wake up by dad's call. den wake up le. wash up. den hab lunch . duck ricee.! den watch mvp qing ren. johnny shuai! den lie on my bedd tink of things lohs. tinking of dear & him and e memories i had wid him. won't forget e times he made me happie & sad. & how he gab me a stab in my heart. e time he made me cry. hais tink fer lyk 2 hrs lohs. den jie came back frm chalet den i see newspaper den plae com. den watch tv. hab dinner. den plae com again. shoo sians. tml goin plae bball @ 527 ??? haiss. misshim!!!
[[ tears flow down my cheeks. remembering e dae i confessed to u . ]]
Break free,
5:05 AM
HAPPIE SWT 16TH BDAE SIS.
hohoho. las nite so tiredd. but 2am kena woke up by ridzwan. 5am by leona. & 9am by xy. if my daes go on lyk tis. i cn b send to zoo le to b panda. heard tat sell panda to zoo bery cn earn alot sia. hahas. 9 i plae com awhile den went out wid erjie & wujiee. met xy first den met erjie den we took taxi to cck stadium lohs. swim fer lyk 1 hr den get up cos got fire drill. so zhun. hahas. bath le we went lot one. eat kfc den walk walk. i saw a bag. & mabbie would buy. see first. den aso bought jack jack breadd. so yummy & cute. den took lrt to plaza. den walk den go bowling tok tok den da jie cum . ohya. wujie br8 wid wujie fu le. hais. den went home lohs. den on e way back home we tok bout someone lahs. hais. i duno whether it is true mahs lahs. it lyk so shock nahs. hais kor ahs korr. dear ah dear. wad happeningg? reach home plae com awhile den watch tv. den mum&dad bought so muh durian & it is shoo niceee.!!! yum!!! i gonna grow fat le. den watch tv. ye man qing jia last espisode siaa. !!! vincent & zoe rulezz.
3 words wid 1 meaningg. wo ai niii..!!! ]]
Break free,
5:59 AM
back from campingggg.. & e camp goes lyk tis.
12dec. wake up at 7+ den went to me ju & niz. niz was ' early' wohs. so we hab to wait fer her. den go into e skool. we saw two ppl dere. den we so scare sia. we tot dey gonna scold us fer our hair or wad eva. but dey jus smile & tok friendly wid us. went to e canteen den e cls. sit at e cls so long. till bout 9. our grp PLO was sgt gary. he got such cute dimples nehs. & is a bery good sir. if gonna vote among all. i would choose him bahs. sgt ong was our 'ppl' aso lahs. zhenghua wan mahs. hahas. den afta we went fer breakfast. e meal was so sumptous. den went to hall fer game. quite nice lahs. we was seprated into grp. i was in e same grp as ju 'twin' . chenghoon.hahas. den afta game dey call us to go wash up. lol. i tot wash up shd b at e end of e dae.? but we nv wash lahs. we went to canteen to wait fer lunch to b serve. koolz. cheerr!!! zss was so enthu. afta lunch was 5 hrs of lecture but got breaks btwn lahs. koolz lahs. bery slack. afta lecture break lohs. waited fer dinner. me ju & niz was so hungry. hahas. den afta dinner we had campfire & was suppose to act a skit.. me,ju & niz was e ' angels' .lol. campfire we so enthu but not e other skool. dey was lyk so act. esp CDSSS. was e heelll!!! got one gal sae. ' look @ me. my face shoo nicee. '. omggg!!! i was lyk cn gib me a pail to vomit.hahas. den campfire we were served. ' aubry beu.' i duno how spell lahs. ahahs. den not long afta it end so we rush to e bathroom to bath lohs. noone snatch wid us de. hahas. dey mus b nv bath sia. den we went back to bunk to talk lohs. den me. ju & niz was hungry again so we went dwn to look fer foodd. den e police was watching. ' new police story. ' & we saw our zss ppl so we went dere lohs. den dere got food. thanks to chenghoon's porridge . kaili carrot cake. mama de cookies. mr dennis ong de oreo. hahass. im full. den we back to slp. we was suppose to watch meteor wen i woke up. i call niz but she was slping. so i nv call de others lohs. den 7 wake up lohs. noe wad? i click on gprs. and it was surfing fer two hrss.!!! my bill gonna explode le. den we went brushing teeth in e guys toilet cos so mani ppl. den duno do wad lahs. den go hall fer aerobrics. ' micheal jackson' . den go breakfast. den lecture den game. zss last sia. xia suay. hahas. but nvm lahs. it is not e end of e world. den lunch den presentation.got so mani souveniur. hahas. got cap. shirt...... sleeping bag aso free. i wonder hw muh dey spend. den afta de camp nd take foto den put back e table&chair. den go home. reach homee. saw mummyyy.!!! hahas. miss her. she brought me quite a few of vondutch tinggy. den went to sis chalet. dat e end of e dae. npcc rockss.!!! *yawns*
[[ alone. ]] dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shui. ?
Break free,
5:29 AM
yawnsss. ydae nite de xiaomei nth do den go sms me. hello ppl zZzz. okiee? hahas. den todae. 8+ wake up. cos goiin school fer campfire setting all tat . go dere no ppl de lohs. den e ppl scold us. lalalaz. den finally see ahtok. den he ask y me & ju wear slipper. u caree? den help to move e chairs & tables. aso e kerosensee. sianss. den 11+ me& ju go plaza. go mos first den mac. den kfc. den call min dey all dwn to 527. den got 1 couple so er. at dere laji. wtttt.!!! den we go 419 lohs. went to e plyground. den finaally see ppl cum liao. dey nv tell us e time lohs. den we saw e p-i-c . den she sae cnt barefoot & slippers. wthhhh!!. but afta she sae okie le. den we not enuf ppl. all thanks to e twins. so we call ting. hoon. kai and yihui dar lohs. den we plae lohs. e first two match was drw. so xing jin lohs. den de las match we 10-0. kool hors? hahas. yea we got e scndd. silver trophy. den we plae bball wid e blue crush lohs. den go fajar. den go square. den we get e trophy& sweesen voucher. den go fajar makan. noe hu i see? yewnian. omggg. !!! den came home lohs. pack ting fer tml boot camp. would b off fer camp till mondae. so no updatee. weibo kawaii nehs. saw on tv. hahas. endin here. misses him.
[[ the furthest distance on earth is not heaven & hell. is i am standin infront of u yet i dun dare to sae i love youu. ]]
Break free,
5:02 AM
lastnite. acc jie make blog.den sms wid ahleo. she 3+ sms me.*yawns.*.den slp awhile den ahmeeii sms me . waraau. me wana koon wan lehs. den 9+ xiaomei sms me lohs. heng she sms me if not me cnt wake up sia. sure late wan nohs. den meet min at lrt.den go 527 lohs. leo & yu arrived.den we sit dere no bball sia. den ahleo call jas den he cum over lohs. heng got him sia. den plae wid dem . 4:3 lohs. den got one gang cum den plae wid jas. marku & chee. dey so beng. de hair simply suckss. den we go gplaza makan.den go back plae again lohs. not long. ahleoo go home le. den saw e 'huishan & two small boii '. walao. dat hs so fuk wan nohs. she sae i younger den her. den kp bully unafraid. den dare challenge jas sia. aku de daddi lehs. den she lose lohs. den we plae widher. so sucks. plae till my shoes spoil den i borrow jas de shoes lohs. den shoo sian. den go home liao. go home deletealot of things frm com.den plaewid sis. den slp. watch tv. den wash clothes. den dinner.den came online. hais. nv see him online man. he go hk? haiss.=(.miss him lots. ohya. jus now mum call back she brought me things i think .hehes. endin herre. go see chat logs le.
when i close my eyes u r everywhere. when i open my eyes i see u no where. ]]
Break free,
5:27 AM
las nite conference wid min, ju, leo, jer & jas lohs. till 12 sth. watch tian cai go gogo while toking. so nice. den leo hp no batt so nv tok le lohs. den todae morning wake up den plae keyboard. den go plaza wid erjie & xiaomei. den we eat kaya toast.hehess! den went to buy things den buy drinks.den we go walk walk.den sit at e staircase tok lohs. mostly bout e chalet.den 23goin weiyi chalet mabbie staying over. lol.den walk again.den we go mac. eat icecream. den lisiao ppl. hahas. gib prank call. lalalals. so fun.den dad sae wan buy ipoh hor fun. nicee. so wen home lohs. den read iweekly.den rest lohs. wake up watch tv. so touchingg. tml last espisode le. mus watch. den mon is hai you ming tian II. hehes. den makan. den came online. eat durian & watch lovers of herb jus now. las espisode. so touchingg. okiee. hais. tml duno got go skool mahs. he sae he go hk. hmm. todae is e 20th dae. nbr see him sia. but saw him on e 16th dae le. hmm. satisfied le. miss him. missmumm.
[[ everydae would b valentine dae wid u ard. ]]
Break free,
5:53 AM
lohas. todae woke up by erjie lohs. she sms me. den prepare den went out lohs. den met erjie & xiaomei.we go gplaza makan but end up oni xiaomei makan lohs.den saw runtang dey all tot he would b dere but he wasn't. den we chat till 11 den went to 527. yu. seng. yang. mark.chee & cheng was dere. we were suppose to plae match but someone wasn't dere yet & she is _____ our big sister.leonaaa!!! hahas. den we plae wid a stranger first den plae ourself. den guest of honour cum lohs. den we plae wid ice. den noe wadd. we won lehs. ahseng was dere too.den we plae scnd match we won aso. YEAAAH!!! my leg was lyk ouch. full of blister nehs. den we go gplaza buy drinks den went back again. we tok & took pics & video.lol. ohya . aso see my iweekly.den bought chocolates frm fayan dey all. den we go gplaza again. yu wan eat. i aso hungry so eat lohs. den saw pig & dar dey all. afta makan.we went back plae. me&leo. vs ju&min. den got one small boi so fukingg. show me attitude. den we bo plae le. den we chi chat den went homelohs. plae keyboard.wtchtv. hav dinner.den came online. a typical dae. jus now he call me help him do things den he go offlinee. duh >,<. nv chat muh. miss him lots.
a tune is a song w/o notes. death is a life without lovee. ]]
Break free,
5:02 AM
walao.jus now update den cnt post. qi shi wo liao. hahas. now 12+ le still here. cos watching wo cai wo cai cai cai. so funi. okiee . tok bout las nite conference. quite fun lahs. he was dere was e first part. all of us chat togther lohs. till 1+. got tok wid him lahs. tr8 him lyk a frens nohs. den 2+ den slp todae wake up at 10.21 cos dad called .hmphhh!!! aiyah. nvm lahs. if he nv call i duno slp till wad time liao. den cnt watch mvp liao . haahs. but end up gt watch got johnny seh. so shuaaii. den went to plae my keyboard. plaed lots of songs.den watch lovers of herb. so nice show nehs. den went to bath lohs. wash clothes lohs cos mum not at home. den went out to causeway wid sis. we ate jackplace. yippee.i ate chicken cultlet as usual while jie got herself fish pasta. e soup todae wasn't tat nicee. it's sodda tomato de. den e service poorr. so cham den plaza de. plazagot 'taufik' .hahas. den afta went walk lohs. actually wana tk neoprint de but jie dun wan so we end up go library. den she borrow book& me plae com. hehes. den went home watch fei yi ban ma ma. den plae keyboard again. ate dinner &watch tv.den came online. he nv cum onlinee:'( i wana askhim sth lehs. hais. my heart lyk sank lyk tis lohs. hais. hope tml would b able to see him ard cos we gonna plae bball. wid marku dey all. woott. todae is shoo colddd. i am gonna freezee maaan!!! miss mummi.. muacks. miss him!!!
i would rather see him happie wid someone. den to b unhappie wid me. ]] ilurveyoubooiii ``_
Break free,
7:56 AM
lohass. wad a nice & enojoyable dae. todae mummy go thailand le. hais 1 wk not gonna c herr. hais. nv send her to airport cos gonna go skolz mahs. she sae bye to me lohs. shoo i sae bye aso lohs. cos so earli. i still half awake. but now feel lyk cryin cos miss her. hais. den wake up at 8+. myleg pain lyk siao lohs.duno wad happen. den choose clothing fer so long. & end up go dere see dey all where hus teee. * faint * den reach skool saw jerome kor & chuan kor den buy books lahs. so heavy.. den walk all the way to gplaza with all dose stoopid books. den go banquet. drink drink& talk talk. den dey call ahem to go 527 cos no bball mahs. but wen we go dere got ppl so we use deir bball. dne later ahem dey all cum lohss. wooottt!!! den plae match wid dem. but we win. yeaaah!!! i tink dey not familerise wid e courts & floor slipery. den dey plae wid anth team weaso plaewid anth team. got 4guys. quite shuai lahs tis 4. esp blueblueee. [[ aka ' pan wei bo '. ]] hahas. his smile is so koolz. hahas. den he plae always fall de. hahas. den e red red [[ aka mentos. ]] aso koolz lahs. den e big size wan aka [[ maple story de pigpigg. ]] he ahs. koolzzz? cute lahs. den the other wan bery zhun ka lahs. but hors bery rough lahs. den afta plae we sit dere tok lohs. leo chat wid marku. den dey all go gplaza. we aso go mahs. buy drinks & fries den walk pass banquet.lol.saw him again.dengo back 527 lohs. plae wid e four boii again. dey so responsible . dey change court aso help us carru our thinggs. plae till so songgg. though lose but nice trainningg. plae 3 matches wid dem. sodda fun lahs. ohya. after he go banquet he got cum back 527 fer awhile but later go le. we sae tonite gotta conference hope can lohs. so qidai.lol.okie den came home. read things & plae my keyboardd. i noe how to plae fen shou kuai le liaos. & aso 'yellow' . lol den watch tv den dinner den came online. quite a nice dae todae. 6.12.!!! koolz!!! tml not goin out ahs? sianss.!!! okie. endin here. miss u & loveyouu.
[[ all i wan fer xmas is youuu. ]]
Break free,
4:24 AM
yawns. todae wake up at 10+ lohs. den send mum to the place she goin. den me.dad & jie went to zai shun to eat. yumyum. esp e shark meaaat. hehes. den came home. we see e she concert disc aso sing along lahs. hehes. den afta i see ahlun de mtv disc.hehes. den nth to do. wanted to plae com. but it siaao. so off it lohs. den i wanted to go out but duno go where so watch tv lohs. happie sundae & super sundae. so koolz. den watch zhen qing. den went out fer dinner. den went i walk out of my hse area u noe hu i saw? i saw HIMMM!!! shoo happie. lol. i heard ppl bouncing de bball so i stretch my neck out. & i actually saw him . i was stunnedd & shock. 17 daesss and finally i saw him. den sms wid ahleo. den eat at gplaza. nv finish e food. den he tml goin skool. so excitedd. mum goin to thailand tml fer one wk. walao. wen she cum back i go camp . den cnt see her. oni can see her on sis de bdae. sis de present haben buy.sians. tml goin buy books . wottt. chatting wid him. yeaaah!!!
[[ love is lyk sandcastle. take so muh time to build but one scnd to demolish ]]
Break free,
4:33 AM
hohoho.i mus faster update. my com dyin le. mus update bfer it falls. ydae ton till shoo late 1+ den reach homee. we go cityhall. go esplanade again.hahas. den aso clarke quay.den we sit at e river dere. dere got e bungee jumper thinggy. so koolz. but one ride is $30. can watch four movie lehs.hahas. den sit dere i listen to chunzai.hais. den tink of him lohs. reach home. slpzZzz.todae wake up at 10+ cos mum wan bring me go makan den eat lohs. den saw e she thinggy. shoo cheap.den aso mum bought so muh stickers fer e ppl in thailand. she mon goin fer volunterringgg. den aso buy SHE concert de disc den go home watch liuxingyu.den clean room den zZzz. hahas. den wake up go plaza lohs. walk walk eat eat dencum homee. siansss.!!!
[[ 649daes. jus fly. i am still in lurve wid u? ]]
Break free,
5:12 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAE ZHIMAN GODGOD.
heys. it ya dae todae. wishing you all e best in all u do. takariess.
lalalalz. i am shoo happie todaee. noe why. cos i finally went out wid my unafraidd loviess. love damm lots. wake up at 9.47am. noe wake up by hu? leona nggg. e sleep gal. she woke up earlier den me. miracle. den prepare le den go lohs. me wana go in e lrt den xy came out lohs. call me wait fer min. den min.me&yu togetherr. den went in e lrt saw lrt lohs. one person bcum 4. den meet erjie lohs. so took mrt to bishan. reach dere not muh thing lahs. see see walk walk.den go kfc.drink drink. den walk again but dey sae wana watch movie lohs. but $7.50 so we tot suntec cheaper so we went all de way dere but still $7.50.lol. waste fare. nvm lahs. we shoo free. den bought ticket fer xmas wid the kranks. mum call me go thailand agian. sae e lrt flim. but i wana buy books & dun wan miss momment wid unafraidd. ohya.heard dem sae mel& nic holidae extension? mel sae not cuming back le? really? denju bcum register 2 . arghhhh!!! den went to carefour buy tidbits. den went in lohs. e movie not bad. at first quite boringg. but in themiddle&end .so coolz. den afta e movie went to take pic lohs. at esplanade dere.hehes. den tok tok abit den went home lohss. hab fun in e bus.hehes. 14 daes nv see. miss him .hais.
look at e 5 galss. yeah. love dem lotss.
[[ true love will nv fadee. & tat coz me cnt forget uu? ]]
Break free,
5:39 AM
3o . 11 . o4.. promise would continue. here it is. wake up den watch liu mang tai yi. last espisodee. den watch mvp qingren. yeah got johnny!!! den plae com abit den went to plaza wid sis to hab lunch came home den plae com lohs. chat wid leo&yu& min. he aso got cum onlinee. aso got chat lahs.den got duno y shoooo high tat dae. hehes. kp saeing i lurve you. lols. den leo show me her korea pics. wa rau.damm koolz nehs. i wana go. can e sky pls drop some money? but i will go shanghai first to visit some dearest person.hehes.so long nb see. den i go watch tv. den hab dinner den plae com lohs. chat wid him again.chat till quite good lahs. den my sis use lohs. i go watch tv. dats e endd.
o1 12 o4. todae morning wake up by mum cos goin msia. mum went to buy lots of food cos she buying fer e old folks home ppl.so kind orhs. lol. den we went to msialohs. wait fer e bus shoo longg. reach dere e custom quite lots ppl.den we went in ba kuh teh. *yum* den shop shop lohs. first thing i brought is bra.lol. aso bought my pig de casingg. shoo cutee. & horoscope bool & ai qing he yue de story book .koolz lehs. den walk buy two shirt ( one is star de.one is pink de.) & blue shorts. den walk walk lohs. bought pooh de letterpad .shoo cute. den went to city square. go season. den i drink cream of mushroom& abit of spaghetti. bought bubblegum.oops.hope no policee. hehes. den bought vondutch tee. but i went to de other shirt and saw one more nicer de. walau..!!! argh. den buy anth von dutch fashion tee. den some food aso lahs. den buy finish addy 9+ den wana go eat marrybrown. walao wait fer so longg. but e shop close lee. fuk up. all e foodstall close le lohs. so we came back to singapore & eat lohs. went to yew tee to eat lohs.dere alot of ppl watch singapore idol so me&jie watch aso lohs.hehes. hoping syl will win but taufik won. nvm lahs. wad has been done cnt b undone. sad aso no use. den eat dinner @ 11. ate duck rice.den dat guy show attitude lohs. fuk up. den came home. i watch tian cai go go go. den finish..
tat one of e shirt i broughttt. vondutch rocks.
i look at u wid tears in my eyes. u will nv realised how muh it hurts to b left in e dark. ]]
Break free,
4:34 AM
