last nite i totally couldn't slp @ all. i tink i oni slept @ 5am.hais.iwas thinking wad i actually xpect in love. he jus kp appearing in my mind lahs. wad a sians daes. haiss. morning wake up 10 den watch tv. @11 when to fajar to makan lohs.hoping to seehim .but i knw i wouldn't.den came home.i listen to music diary den i write mine too. i write in chinese. but haben finish cos so longgg.. den i took out pass photos to make into album nohs.i put all e neoprints together.wow.now den noe i took so much pics.lol. rich izit?hahas. den mum came home she brought ipoh horfun fer me.shoo nice nehs.den i went back room tinks bout him again. den gp start again.wtfook!!!! hais.getting weaker man. i duno y i always suffer gastrics.den watch tv till 7+ den went out to gplza fer makan. e four of us jus add 1 springchicken& 1 icekarchang.hais. not much appitette cos of gp.den ju sms me sae he online. den i rush back& nearly got....hais...!!! den cumback still see him.had a gr8 tok wid him.but not bery longs lahs.he still cares. i miss him alot. bery lots. hais. pls let me seehim. hais i jus saw e testi he wrote fer her. i jus feel unusual bahs.my heart lyk sank.but i am realli happie to see of dem so happies.
[[ a gal hu is being abondoned.& no bodi wans. sadded. ]]
