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HAPPY BIRTHDAE KARDONG KORRR.

fuk ittt. my long blogg gone missing cos of the stoppid com. and now my sis wana use le.she gona kill me le.so no choice can't continue. so i were update on thurs. cos tml i am goin on msia. sorry for e inconvienece cause. love u guys alwayss. yeaa.!

Break free,
6:21 AM

HAPPY BIRT HDAE IVY JIE.
jiee. so long no see ya. how's you at shanghai.miss u guys lots. esp ur didi.hehes. happie swt 16 bdae wohs. old liao. can watch nc 16 le. =x oopss.! good luck in all ur do. remember cum back mus tell me hors. missing youu.!

weeell. las time slept late cos me & min was fighting over syl.hahas. i 'LOVE' syl. hahas .actually i am jus kidding. i dun gib a damm to singapore idol.hehes. *no offencee.* todae i work up at 12pmm!!! woottt. hehes. den saw jie came back frm sentosalohs. den watch xi ha pi tou si. nice. den went in room do abit of homework.haben touch fer long. den plae com fer awhile. saw ben.den chat wid him. den watch tv. den hab dinner lohs. den came online. hehes. dajiee back. whhooo.hmm. tml mabbie goin watch movie wid him nohs. seefirst. hmm. so sianss.!

it is foolish to cry over someone who drop tears fer another gal. ]]

Break free,
5:14 AM

SHIMIN'S LOVERRR.!!!

Break free,
9:29 AM

HAPPIE BDAE SERENE WONG SHI MIN.
heygurrl.` i tink i sae happieburfdae alot of timel liao horrs? satisfied liao horrs? hehes. afta all wish u all e best in e upcoming daes okie. u r 14 le.older le. may all urwishes cum truee.unafraid simply rawkz.

HAPPY BIRTHDAE QI YI WU..
heys ahwu. u so coolzz. hehes.handsomee.!!! =)) shoo tanneddd!!! yeaa!!! wish u all e best in career & lovelife.i noe u wouldn't see.

hmm. i am shoo tiredd. ydae midnite.help jie do her cls gift. draw until siao. tiredd. until my brain not working le lohs. den 2+ slp. den 7 plus mum call lohs. she call me go yewtee find herr. walao.zZZz. no choicee lahs. so went lohs. go dere help up wid e boggie e gym bus lohs. bery nice lehs e bus. e kids really enjoyy. too sad i m overageee. hehes. =x den afta went to e office lohs. e lucky draw. i wan e 29inch tv.hehes. but of cos bo gt lahs. got 1 person duno go where get 200 lucky draw coupons lohs. den he won 12 prizes? most r gr8 prizes. it's lyk it totally unfair? isn't itt. den we went up to e conference room to hab lunch. buffett.*yumyum* den went to plaza lohs. rain so huge. we went ask fer e price fer genting lohs. most prob goin but haben confirm.if got.date is 8-10dec. whooo!!! hope can go. i am hopingg! den went to mac to wait fer e rain to stop lohs. eatfries.saw emily. ohya. i saw ginaa..!!! meimei.! okiee. den rain smaller so went home. den slp.zZzz. yawnz. wake up 7pm liao.so went out fer dinner at jurongg. ate japanese food. yummy.den went sheng song buy tings lohs. den came home. ohya.! sis not cumming home tonite.she stay @ sentosa. den mum scold her lohs. hais. she wan go e tunnel we went cos i told her e experience. but duno how to go.so i call her dun golohs. hahas. * memories of sentosa.*

the wounds u left dun seem to heal. dis pain is just too real .dere's just too much that time cannot erase.sarangheyo. ]]

Break free,
6:00 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAEE. KUNXIANGGG AKA XIAOFEEEI!!!
wishing you all de best k. may all ur wishes k. thanks fer being dere when i sad sad k.u r shoo cute. good luck k.

las nite not really slp much lohs. me&xiaomei sms. hahas. den 10 plus iwatch feng shen pang. den mtv lohs. den watch liu xing yu. so touching. den i found tat e show i hab e vcd wan lohs. stoopidd! den went plaza wid sis lohs.makan.den walk walk. den went home. see e tension book tat sis borrow. den rest. den watch show. den went out fer dineer. den came home lohs. jus now watch e singapore idol and i tink tat olinda & syl shd end up in e finals lohs. eeeehs. not intrested in all tis.came online chat wid ju lohs. den min came online. she show me e cls list. walao. i register 3. i dunlyyk!!! eeewww.!!! i wan 2222222222 . i wan n2 . i wan register 2. u bitch return mee.!!!! okie enuff.. i am totally piss offf.

there are so muh memories i try hard to erase but somehow ur smile gt stuck in my heart & i guess i can't forget u. cos i lurvee y0uu.!

Break free,
5:02 AM

todae woke up at 10 lohs. watch liu man tai yi. nice sehs. inside tat gal call xiaozhu. hahas. den watch e xuanxuan show. den plae com. den actually wan to go suntec find mum de. den jas call me go watch shutter lohs. so i agreed.but he sae haben confirm. so i chat lohs. till 2 plus. i went to rest & watch wo de ye man nu you. haben watch finis cos mum came home. she brought such a huge things but not fer me de. i wan buy aso. hehes. den watch fei yi ban mama. den dinner. den came online . shoo sians. nv see him online todae . sadda.!!! myblog todae so short nehs. ohya. jus now cr8 anth blogskin mus go see see hors. hehes. ehs. nth to blogle. end heree.

if u wer e e kola r bear i would b e tree so we can hug together alwayss.!!! i lurve you. ]]

Break free,
5:58 AM

todae wake up den watch tv.den came online den saw him lohss. =)) ju sms me sae she saw him den i jealous sehs. *weeeps.* . den we chat lohs. wid xiangyu. den e xy go sae sly succks <.. min take note. den chat den i go offline le. cos goin msia. me went wid my neighbour lohs. not mani ppl. went reach dere we sat down to hab lunch lohs. den i eat e dou hua. u noe wad e taste anot. its SOURRR de.eew.so i nv eat. den i eat dou jiang you tiao. nice food. nice songg. den we go walkwalk lohs. saw e shirt we saw @ fareast den mum sae nes wed go den buy lohss. hehes. so qi dai. den walk den we saw bunglow lohs.den we want buy . hahas. den my mum sae if sell e hse i amliving here den can buy tat bunglow lohs. i wan.e bunglow two story and its so nicee. mabbie buying wohs. hehes. den we walk more. den wen dinner lohs. nice seh. my neihghbour treat de . hehes. den went backlohs. den traffic jam. reach woodlands . my neighbour go buy thing so we waited lohs.den ju sms me sae he online. walao. i so jealous. but now i came he istill online. hehes. shooo=))but nv chat..

[[ ABSENCEE makes ppl fall in love. ]]

Break free,
5:40 AM

yawnss. early wake up by jie lohs. she call me but i not angri lahs. cos i 8 plus came online & i saw him. it's so MIRACLEEE.! i gonna thanks my sis lohs. den we tok quite lots lahs. he sae wana treat me eat breakfast. chat happily. den he call me send him song. so i lisiao sae dun wan. den he act angri lohs. den me finding e song mahs. den he offline le. den i sms him he dun repli. i tink he angri wid me le. =(( sorewee boi. den me cr8 one blogskins lohs. not nice de. den got one BITCH sae i steal ppl de skin. wad e hell. i do myself de lohss. den went out wid min lohs. we took mrt. reach dere min go delifrance eat breakfast. $$$ hors.? hahas. den saw me jie dey all cum. den dey went up first. me @@ min eat lohs. den went in hors. change shoes.den de min so bad. call my sis help her tie shoes lace sia. bully my sis. blehs. nvvm! den we skate . shoo fun. den me fall twice lohs. one is i see e ppl fallden i luff den i fall aso. den second time is me lose balance. den pull min fall aso. hehes. sorewee.! but not pain de hors. den we saw one look lyk zhiman. damm look lyk.den got one look lyk wenliang. hahas. den me.min&me jie&frens. craps alot lohs. tok bout horoscope. damm very zhun lohs.den we really crap lahs. den min saw 'marcus'. marcus handsome. hahas? min shuai ge can skate damm well man. hahas. den got one boi call ' daniel' bdae. got e song so me sing fer min aso lohs. shoo good rites? hahas. den me eat maggi mee wid egg. damm ex lehs. den went off first wid min lohs. me buy iweekly den e min take sly poster. den went home.den went aunt house for dine. so full. now me came online lohs. one person @ home. hais. miss him - 6daessno see.

always look at wad is left. & not wad is lost. ]]

Break free,
3:29 AM

hmm. midnite sms wid jas lohs. we share problems. really feel gr8 chattin wid him. and i tink he can understand how i feel & is a good advisor&listener. hehes.chat till 1 den slp le lohs. phew. wake up at 10 + den watch tv till 12 den wake my sis up.den i bath go cousin de house lohs. borrow her vcd. yeaas! can watch le.den went to lot one to find ju dey all lohs. wid jiejie.den jiejie go eat den we acc her lohs. den we decide to go kbox lohs. den jie went library. she goood lehs. she paka wid me. she lie to dad sae she duno where i go. thanks jie. iloveyouu.! den we at kbox sing lohs. den 4 plus i go dental den yu aso go home.den i tink seng so good lahs. acc her homee. me at e dental wait den change lohs. come out den ju call me sae not enuf money so i ran all e way to lot 1.den at e lift dere min sae got lots of gangster. i so jin zhangg. so ran up lohss. den i came dey ran towards me. relivedd! den we pay e money den went home lohs. den dad sae i lie wad the hell hack care. den bo chap. came online. tml goin iceskating wid xiaomei. hope it would b fun. i am brokeee.!!! save me. ohya. todae got chat wid him online. he mayb nes wk gonna watch movie wid uss. yeah!!! but mabbie i go msia. hais... hope nott.

+ i could see i love you. it hurtz me deep in my heartt. -
[[ fanyicheng.-wangleai. lyrics. ]]

Break free,
6:46 AM

heys. i am baccck!!! jus now see e SHE thinggy. selina damm look lyk my cousin - doris . i tink she shd go man. den ella my anth cousin (jasmine) shd go. den hebe i duno le. hahas. i am crazi le. i tink e 12 yrs old kiddy shdn't take lohs. i tink e anth 3 shd take. the 3 hu got sing hou niao de. niceee seh!!! okiee. enuf of SHEEee..!!! todae wake up a 9 woke up by doug msg.bla.den.. watch mtv. den meet leo dey all lohss. dey late lohs. waited fer lyk half an hours. blehs. tot dey put my aeroplane.den we go 621 den he not dere. hais. nvm.ppl slpinggg.!!! zZzz. den go dere tok awhile see leo& tat 'anliang' plae. hahas. den later saw gavin so we plae match lohs.den tat xiangyu go take my fone den whole thingg drop. WTHHHH!! my light spoil.all ur fault.hais. den we walk den library waiting fer jack place lunch den go eat lohss. e 'taufik' damm good.hehes. he lie to me two times. den service shoo gooddd.!!!! 1000000 stars fer him.lol. den we tok bout tml go where lohs.den go home le. my aunt not cuming to my hse le. woot.tt!!! leo go korea le. willmiss herr.!!!muackss.

[[ L O V E - i used my tears to wash my facee.

Break free,
5:00 AM

loha. <.. in a good moodd. now i am in a foul mood. cos actually promise ju dey all tues go swimming wan den now my mum dun let me go. cos my aunt cumming to my hse. my aunt is handicaped & cos my grandma go thailand so she cum my hse.haiss.! =(( i dun wan. my mum wants me to acc her lohs. how can lyk tis . den why my sis can go out!!! it's so unfair. aneway ydae nv update cos duno wad to write. whole dae @ home den got cum online in e noon.saw him onlinee. den chat awhile. okiee.! den went imm. to buy things lohs. till 10 lohs. den see my sis use com.den go e shutter site. nicee.! woot. i wana watch. den slp lohs. hehes.den todae wake up i earliest lehs. hehes.! miracle.den watch tv.den clear up my room. clean so long till2+ lohs. me mum call ask me wan go thailand mahs. do voluterring work.but i nv go. den me go lot 1 lohs.noe hu i saw? i saw sir weiliangg.*arbish*.den walk den go plza lohs. went mac to eat fries den saw emily. npcc dae? hahas. den go ntuc.cos my mum cooking porridge.den saw alex mummy. alexxx! mummy sae he is my bf . lol.hahas. how cum she noe huh? lol.juskidding.den came home . watch tv lohs. tml go 621 .now saddd.!!!

pr0mise are meant t0 b br0keen .`______ ]]

Break free,
3:53 AM

woott. ydae midnite. duh>_<. which is todae morningg. i call in 933. yeaah. shoo happie. anyone hu nvr hear whack ur ass ahs. hehes. lingzhi!!!!hehes. den chat wid ppl den went zZzz. @ 2am. guyess wad time i wake up todae?10 pluss. good orhs.hehe. den sis cook mee fer me. hehes. she todae las paper.yeah. can send her to china le. cos panda.hehes. __ crappingg,__ den i go gplaza take e photo which my mum call me to. hoping to see him but nv. but guess hu i saw? i saw sir junjie. heehess. den came home. see e teenage. jay chou.den slp again.hehes. piggg.!!! denwake up 4pm. chat den watch tv.den now cum online again.sians. jus now discuss wid mummy nohs.i wan go gentingg.hehes. sians. miss him lots.hais. sadd lehs. jealous again.

all i got bear frm you is TEARSS.
all i hab in my mind is YOUUU.

Break free,
4:38 AM

lolo. ydae nv update cos nv cum online @ nites mahs. den whole dae online so sians. nth to blog de. so nv lohs. simple reason. hehes. todae was a nice dae. morning shoo earli wake up. 8 plus den plae e com.change my blogskin le. tag so lag. shoo. den went out wid leo.min.ju. den min late lohs.so we go walk walk.den afta went to causeway.watch incredibles.nice showw..jackjack so cute. den afta we got no place to go. so was lyk tokingg.den we went pizza hut to makan. so full . den e jimmy call sae todae sell @ fajar.so dey all go lohs. hehes . me so qidai. cos at his hse dere mahs.den dey sure will call him down de.hehes. den came home.watch tv den wait fer mum to go home. i wan go find dem.she agree. YEAAH. afta dinner go find dem lohs.den get e lrt so jeremy dey all.den walk by 419 . noe hu i saw? i saw HIMM..!!! i am shoo happies.den go find ju dey all. sell quite good. den sell finis tat block we go find dem lohs. heng.he still dere. shoo happiess. den he duno got buy mahs lah.den min sae wana go home le.so go lohs. i she bu de.haisss.!!! i wana see him.. hais. den me brought some too.. i miss you..

[[ xthebestwaytofallisto. fallin l o v e ]]

Break free,
4:45 AM

i slp pretty late las nite. todae wake up was lyk damm fuking tired lahs. but i got nose block so watch e tv lahs. quite nice show. watch till dun wana go out. wasn't late aneway even i left house @ 10.50am.den meet dem le.we took cab down lohs. reach dere all desprate to swim le. we swim till so fun. relay.swim here swim dere.wana go swim again.so fun.den plae e slide.shoick. but we focus more on trainingg. we 4 lyk e ren wo ao you wan.hahas. so fun.den afta take pics den rain le. so we bath lohs.4 share one toilet .lol. u tink negative liaos hor.hahas.nv take off clothes lahs.jus wash hair oni.hehes.den came out rain so big.so we happen to walk pass e court den see shelia dey all plaeing lohs.so dey went to plae bad but not me. den we went to lot 1. walk walk den seng&yu cum down lohs.so we decided to go kbox.lol. sang lots of songs.so fun nehs. gr8 dae todaee.love my unafraid jiemeiss. thurs go watch shutter? incredible? go kboxxx? make up ur choicee.hehes. i am missing him again .is e 18daes le. why mus i b torture? i hab enuf of sorrow all tis while. if someone were to call it retribution. i hab addy clear my debt. i hab got enuf i wana quit frm e game. tis game is so hard fer me. and i always lose e game. i wan to admit defeat. mani time i lost e game i cry.i am a soreloser. i hab no determination. i am a born failure. i realli hope someone can tok to me&understand how i feel. pls save me out of all tis.

[[ e gr8test distance is not heaven&Earth. hell&clouds. it standing infront of u&i cnt sae i love u ]]

Break free,
6:26 AM

todae was lyk a normal dae fer me cos so sians. todae is soda public holidaes lahs. den earli morningg kena wake up by leo lohss. 9.10am.she awake liao lehs. miracle nohss. hahas.mayb she cbate hari raya.hahas.crapss.! den wake up so sians. no tv on show.so i duno do wad lahs. den 10.30am. got jerry yan.duno y suddenly intrested in him. i know y le lahs. bcos of him again lahs.bring back e sentosa memories again.den i watch half go out le. go to my grandma hse. sianss. den go jp lohs. brought e shorts iwanted.hehes.den walk her walk dere. evrywhere. den ehss. let me recall. ridzwan sms me.den i went home.go bangkit buy durian.den suddenly gp act up again.walao. i noe soon or later it will act up again de lohs.den came home i listen to 5566 cd.den take a rest lohs. in PAIN!!! den wake up eat durian i jus eat some cos gastrics not dat good.den watch tv.den continue my music diary.den went out fer dine @ fajar. e four of us walk dere lohs. den i can feel e family warmth. four of us.whole hands.hahas. cute rites? den we chat .sae wana buy doggies.sae bout our las time dogg.. afta dine walk back again.nice walk. thoughfar. not a bad dae. den came home use com. tml gona go swim wid unafaid le.yeaah. hope gp won't acts up. now crapping wid ju.hab fun..!!! =x miss him lotss. reallywan go find him le.hais,

[[ i'm wating fer y0u. i am wating fer y0u. watingg fer y0utokiss me @ e nitee. ]] tis song nicee.!!!

Break free,
6:51 AM

last nite i totally couldn't slp @ all. i tink i oni slept @ 5am.hais.iwas thinking wad i actually xpect in love. he jus kp appearing in my mind lahs. wad a sians daes. haiss. morning wake up 10 den watch tv. @11 when to fajar to makan lohs.hoping to seehim .but i knw i wouldn't.den came home.i listen to music diary den i write mine too. i write in chinese. but haben finish cos so longgg.. den i took out pass photos to make into album nohs.i put all e neoprints together.wow.now den noe i took so much pics.lol. rich izit?hahas. den mum came home she brought ipoh horfun fer me.shoo nice nehs.den i went back room tinks bout him again. den gp start again.wtfook!!!! hais.getting weaker man. i duno y i always suffer gastrics.den watch tv till 7+ den went out to gplza fer makan. e four of us jus add 1 springchicken& 1 icekarchang.hais. not much appitette cos of gp.den ju sms me sae he online. den i rush back& nearly got....hais...!!! den cumback still see him.had a gr8 tok wid him.but not bery longs lahs.he still cares. i miss him alot. bery lots. hais. pls let me seehim. hais i jus saw e testi he wrote fer her. i jus feel unusual bahs.my heart lyk sank.but i am realli happie to see of dem so happies.

[[ a gal hu is being abondoned.& no bodi wans. sadded. ]]

Break free,
7:37 AM

heys.ppl noe wad? i hab jus submiit a blogskin made by myself.mus go see hor. title.kisses frm y0u-xiaozhuzhu.hehes. i am tat free bahs. aneway todae i whole dae @ home. morning wake up @ 11 plus.hehes. den watch tv. liuxinghuayuan. touchingg. hehes. den went to listen to 5566 disc den watch e mv. shoo nice..yinweiai.!!! aso got shouhou&chunzai.hais.think of him again.saddd..!!! den cook mee fer my sis.she treat me lyk maid nohs.hate her.hahas. den me&sis went dwn to suntec to find mom. den we had laksa&rotiprata.damm nice.i am shoo full.den walk walk awhile go home nohs. now online lohs.11.51 le.sians. i am missing her damm much.hais i am so envy of ppl hu had spend deir time wid him dis holidaes.though ydae got chat wid him but jus fer a while.i am shoo sad. i wana see you.15daesliao lehs. cry.

wo hen nan guo. wo xuan zhe fang qi.dan wo zhuo bu dao.

Break free,
7:43 AM

hais.todae wake up lohs.den mum sae wana go out.dun let me go out wid myfrens. i wana go sakura lehs.hais. i am under control.duno y suddenlymy mum changed to anth person le.haiss.i am sad&stressed.ydae whole nite nv slp. and i cried real bad. first bcos of e cls allocatiion. second. is HIMM.. imiss him alots. realli realli lohss.. i am depressed.pls let me go outtt...!!!! arghhh.i jus feel lyk killing myself.todae go bangkit hab breakfast den go plza singapura again.saw a necklane tat i love damm lots lohs. i gonna buy le. hehe. den went to e bugis den go econverse warehouse agin .lol. we really nth to do.den yueli cum my hse to scan pics lohs. den she gohome le.iwatch tv. e challenge last episodee. zilonggg.. sounds lyk someonee? jelong? jerome? hahas. okies. enuf of crappingg..i am endinhere le. i am SADDD .totally saddd... argh. i miss u dammdamm lotss.

[[ i.nid.a.miracle.to.b.ur.gal. ]]

Break free,
6:00 AM

hohoho.it's xmas.lol. i means it deepavali.lalalala. todae wake up but my sis lahs. kp open my door.argh.den wake up lohs. watch tve whole dae till 3+ .damm sians nahs.den i went to take a nap.den went to plaza singapura.den go to e converse warehouse. omggg.everything is shoo cheap. den we went to pack food den came home nohs. den my dad was lyk watching bugs life.tat cartoon show. lmao. he is so funni.i was wondering was he my dad or my son.lol. hais. it was a nice dae till. i recieved e call frm mrs yeo.she sae if iwna go to n2 i mus take D&t. i reallycan't cope wid dat. and i dun wana leave my frens. hais. i am so sad. shooooooooooooo sad.hais.i miss him damm damm lots. 13 daes le. i am depressed. pls b wid me.

tears rolled down my cheeks and i br8 down. sadded.

Break free,
5:14 AM

quite a nice dae todae.cos i finally went out wid my pri skool frens afta some postpone. in e morn wake up by yueli's msg nohs. den came online chat den went out le. reach cck den we went walk walk in lot 1 and fergets bout khiapeng and she waited fer us lyk 1/2 hours nohs. poor khia peng.hehes.wen we reach dere we could not find her. we went up&down and we finally saw her.hahas.shoo long no seen her le.den we went to cenilesure.we tookpics.den go dey makan @ LJS nohs.den go heeren.tok pics again.neoprint siaos. remind me of ahleo.hahas. den we go fareast tis time no take pics le lahs.hahas. nv buy anything.kinda sians but enjoyable.hehe. den we went to lot 1 lohs.walkwalk den we sit down den listen to jiekou i couldn't stop myself frm thinking of him.hais 12 daesss!!!argh denwent to buy de drinks frm sweettok.waited kinda of long lohs.after den i went home and i saw lixian. runjie and ben lahs. we took e same lrt&lift.wen lixian saw me he gib me a damm funni look lohs. lol. i didn't tok to dem. i in e lrt shivering nohs. cos i drink e honeydew sago and it was lyk damm cold.nice dae todae.unafraid i miss ya.muacks.love ya lots. i jus feel lyk br8 down&hab a gr8 cry.hais.iam so sad bcos of u.!

Break free,
4:53 AM

_____` imp0rtant ppl of my life.x)

unafraid larlinggsx =x [[ lurve damm lots ]]

ahleo: thanks fer always being dere wen i needed you most. i trusted you most . i told u almost all secrects in me. hahas. tat was las time.but now quite seldom but still got.dun forget to share wid me too hor. i promise to b dere weneva u need me.now in love wid yangyang.hais.i understand how u feel cos u noe i hab experience it bfer but i really envy tat at least u hab being wid him fer a period and memories are there. fer e quotes sae .love no need to b together but as long dere is memories. it's really hard to let go lohs. dun let love defeat us gals .we mus b strong to overcome all e difficulties together k? unafraid will b together always. gib me a call weneva u need me. 24 hrs service.
ahju: thanks fer all ur advice. u hab been a good listener and an advisor.weneva i am down u nva failed to cheer me up.thanks fer always hearing all e craps. thanks fer always being dere wen i needed you. too mani thanks le bah. u hab really being a good erjie. u really live me up. ur advice really helps me dammdamm lots. ur cares&concern i really appreciate it. las time we used to share more things but now seldom le bahs. now i really duno hu u r really in lub wid.i am sure is not panweibo. but iwana sae wishing all e best in ur love lifes. remember not to gib up urself.cos noone gta gib up u. u r really a nice gal .unafraid together always. 24 service always dere if u needed someone.
johnnica: though me and you isn't tat good bahs. we seldom share things but we not never lahs. sometimes really got lohs. you r a nice gals lah. i really duno wad to sae to you. but to sae u r a really nice frens who won't fail to b dere wen u needed her.i promise to b dere weneva u need me too okie? wid doug should b quite well le.can see dat u love him damm lots loh. wishing u all e bes lah. remember dere are roads ahead fer u too look forward. unafraid together always.
johniema: shoo. i duno wad to sae bout u. a bery nice and cheery gal lah. hu cheers everyone up.i duno wad happen btwn us tis dae but i hope to get back to e past where we hab happie momments. and ya.stop asking me ' y i still love 'him' okie. i really duno. hmm. love life isn't on u now. but dun b sad unafraid will b dere fer you always.remeber always look @ wad u hab left but not wad u hab lost. hope u find someone hu is suitable fer ya bahs. i am sure u will. u r a nice gals. unafraid together always.always wid ya.
xiangyu: i noe you most long in unafraid rites. since p1 we were frens and i really wan to thanks god for frens lyk u lah. i may hab bullied u tis dae .hahahahs! but i mus sae u hab really provide lots of joys to my life. i wana thanks u for always cheering me up wen i am down. xiangyu. todae i got sth impt to tell u and tat is . u will never noe wad u hab lost until its gone.tis quotes teaches u wad is TREASUREE. pls treasure e things rite infront of you. dun let it slip away okie.seng is a good person. i noe u still hab feel for someone else but pls think of seng's feel okie. aneway. i will support ur decision. i will b dere okiee? unafraid always together.
ahmin: thanks fer always being dere to cheer me up and weneva i needed u ppl. u nv failed to gib me advice lohs. u r really a nice fren and i dun wana lose you. okie? noeing you i will nv regret lah. thanks fer hearing all my craps lohs and tolerating me wen i hab mood swings. thanks fer acc me to skool to see him and i will nv fergets okie. love life? haben intend to find one? i noe u still love niao lohs. y always sae dun love le. lying to urself is not a good idea okie. i am sure u will find a good partner.being wid u always. unafraid always okie.

endinn`` ___ unafraid sistars. i really love ya damm lots.thanks. we will b together always.memories in us stay alwyas.unafraid roxss!

x) e person hu makes me stop&start cryingg.

ahem: hais.mayb i shdn't fall in love wid you.but i dunno wad really happens wen dere was tis pharase ' feeling towards you'.mayb i shdn't care fer you but y does i miss you so much. i am totally crazi in love wid u. i duno why did i fall fer you. was it bcos on tt particular dae acc me? was it bcos u always tease me? was it bcos ur love pic msg when it was jus fer fun? was it bcos u always call me dear bcos i was nice& ezgoin?was it bcos ur fake 'i love you' sentence every morning? was it bcos u cheer me up wen i was sad? why why why? why e person i fell fer was YOU? u were e one hu stop me from crying but u was e one hu makes me start crying too. u hab gab me a stab in my heart and you duno how bad e blood was bleeding. cos u didn't understand me. u promise to b dere wen i needed you and promise to lend me a listen ear and ur shoulder to lean. how i wish i could share all tis wid u but i can't cos u addy hab an eye fer her. i love you lyk how much u love her or perharps even more. u noe i tried my bes to b dere weneva u were down .weneva u needed some consolation. pull u up weneva u r discourage but hu gonna do all tat fer? i treated you wholeheartly and i noe tat u wouldn't noe.do u noe e love i hab for u is deeper den e sea. higher den e sky and a force greater den e thunder&ligthning&e mightest hurricane.you hab bcum my reason of living.weneva i see ur pics my breathing actually stops mommentally,arrested under e weight of all my feelings of love and passion.words can nv express and enuf how i feel.do you noe wheneva i wake up my first tot was your smile bcos i'm filled wid anticipation of thinking of you everydae. i really neber expected myself to fall for you till tis bery dae. 625 daes.hais. i hab done my part and hab did all sacrifices le. u ever told me to gib up and u sae u really feel hurt to see my nick and you didn't wanted to sae things cos u tot i would do silly stuff and u didn't wanted to hurt me more. i tried to let go but i can't. tears really fall and many times i suffered frm depression. i really glad tat u still care and i am satisfied. ppl sae i am really silly to hold something not really worthy but why? why are feeling still dere. i jus don't understand. i am feeling tat me and u r really drifting apart. life without you are lyk sky without star and drug addict without drugs. i simply can't . i tot i would b a good chance fer me to fergets u during dis hoolidae but i can't. i hab been missing u everydae and i cried jus bcos i miss u . how? how i am goin to go on lyk tis? i duno wad my hearts really wan. tears really fell down tis bery momment.i am puzzled . i dun really expect anything frm you. i jus want to admit defeat and quit from tis game. bfer endin all tis i mus sae seeing you happy is my greatest wish.hope ur love life wid her will b good. i will b dere to support you.no matter wad i will b dere. *tears* dui bu qi. wo ai ni.

x) e one hu grow me up.

mum: i really duno wad happen? u hab change u were no longer e mummy u used to b. u forced me to do things i didn't wanted to do. if i didn't do u sae i disobey u? wad do u expect? mum i am 14 le. do i hab to do everything u ask me to? e law nv sae tat? can u gib me some freedom? sometimes my frens wan me to tok back to u but i fell it was really bad so i jus did wad i suppose to. i hab got enuf? and i really hope tat u dun shout @ ,me tat often lohs. y mus u? y can my frens take up jobs and not me?y? i noe u care butt. haisss..! why did u care more den wad u was suppose to? why u always call me to do thinggs and not her? y? why mus u scold me wen i wanted to help u do ur things but jus slighty later? y? i jus dun understand? i am old enuf adddy. u r sometimes an angel to me who i can share lots of things wid. u would buy things i wanted. i would hugs and kiss u sometimes. but u r sometimes lyk an evil.haiss. love ya aneway
dad: i duno wad to sae.but thanks fer all ur care.though abit naggy lah hor. u stimes aso quite unreasonable lah hor. thanks fer being e chaffeur to drive me around. thanks fer always buying food fer me.thanks fer putting in so much hard work to our family. and e care u show. i love ya !

x) ppl which i wana thanks.

van: it hab been a really really long time since i las since you.and i really miss ya alot. how life dere? how's ur health? r u feeling better? i hope u r? it hab been a long time since i las heard frm you lehs. hais. i really miss e time i hab wid u. hais. u hab really being a bery good guy and i really treasure u. i treat u more den a godbro bahs. cos sacrifies of wad u hab made hab really touch me.thanks fer always being dere.thanks fer all e time u spare wid me. love ya always. hope to cya soon.muacks.
jas: i won't forget e time u cheer me up bahs. all ur advice.hais. all tis 2 yr. i think u hab change alot lah.hais.i jus duno how to sae loh.u hab really being a good frens and i wana thanks god fer sendin such nice frens to me.treasure u i will.all e best in ur love life .hope u find ur true love soon.most important.thanks fer saving my life. yea.there u go.
the gang of 'KG' : heys. u guys r really gr8. though dun realli noe u ppl but wana thanks u ppl fer being dere. lyk 'J' . thanks fer being dere wen i was shoo sad and bout to br8 down. u gib me hopes to stand up once again.and u told me to smile and look fer a better tml. all ur words made me nv fall again and i told myself i didn't want to disapoint you. though my sadness isn't over but i am muh better now. thanks alot. thanks fer brightening me up.nes is 'C' u hab been dere during my sickest time bahs. u tot me wad was care. u spare ur time to cheer me up wen i was sick aso. thanks alot. R&B fer chatting wid me wen i am bored. 'R' fer sharing his things wid me and being dere wen i am sick too. thanks you guys.thanks god fer sending dem to me.
2n2 guys&gals: u ppl simply ROXXX!!! lurve u ppl damm lehs. nes yr gonna seprate. i am shoo sad. can't bear u all. we spend almost 3/8 of e dae together lohs. memories won't b erased and i promise u ppl will nv b replaced in my mind. sadness. happiness and all we share will cum to e end but i hope e frenship nv end. hope tat ur will b dere on e classgathering on 20. dec. see u dere.love u ppl lots.

`___- i hab got too mani ppl to thankss. but i am LAZY ..hahas. thanks EVERYONEE.

Break free,
9:58 PM

hmm. a normal dey todae nohs. wake up my dearest erjie. den came online fer awhile den watch tv. den actually wana go world trade centre widmy parents de but ju sms me loh. go 527 so i go nohs. go dere wait fer min and juso longg. hohoho.den plae abit of bball den we tok.den go gplaza.makan desert. tok bout sec 1 noh.den leo cum we go back 527. den go gplaza again.hahas.we lyk so e free orh.hahas. hehes. shop den dey go my house noh.hohoho.eat and play. den yk cum aso. lalalalas. den me dad drive dem to turban loh. den de yankuangmake me luff lyk siao.hahas. sorry i spoil everythingg.hahas. yk damm funni!!!! arrggggh. joker man. den dey go work me go imm find my mum lohs. she treat us eat burgerkingg..YUMMY!!! hahas. i seldom eat dat. den cum home nohs.siansss..! i am misiingg him once again.so sadded. jus now see e huang na's funeral .aiyoh.so e saddeningg man.haisss. solong nv tok to him le.cyrryyy..! 10daesle lehss.. =(((

u will nv realize wad u hab got _______ until it is gone ..

Break free,
5:29 AM

heys. i am back again. -LOL- todae a bearwee normal daes loh. las nites slpt really lates and todae my dad work me up. ebery sun aso lyk tis. haisss.. =(( den i continue e music diary lah.hais.missing him damm lots. one week plus le leh.hais. i am really saddeedd! *cry* . memories are back once again. den afta i did some holidaes hw.but it was lyk 1 qns oni.hahas. den watch tv. den went to my grandma's hse.hohoho. tok&chat.sians neh. den jurong pt. brought anth jeresey shorts.den go baleno den go home. den when go home dat time. i saw one guy chasing anth guy and his hands was holdin a knife nohs. -LOL- i duno wad happens lah. den reach home. watch tvies. den go out fer dinner @ bt timah.hehes. den tis guy shoo funni he saw a cat den he shout. de dinner nice lah. esp e soup.hehes. weixiang was dere aso. he sae he saw me but i didn't saw him.hahas.on e way back home hear guiji songs.omg.i am missing him.damm damm damm lots. den came home noh. siansss..!

[[ ADVICEE ]] is lyk eating food. bfer feeding on someone .try it on ur self first.

Break free,
6:02 AM

my entries gone missing cos oft tis stoopid com. nvm i write again. hm..wad saeing two daes nv write lohs.ydae was lyk go yihui hse to get de consent form loh.den help her pass up noh. den saw cheehow.hahas.love his dimples.den go gplza saw gina mei.hehes. den help mum find e todae newpaper.heng got find. i noe is wid god's help..hehe! den go meet leo dey all den leo told me she saw HIM!!! hais. missing him damm lots. more den one wk no see le.. *cry* hais hais hais. life without you is lyk a nite without stars. den we go plza loh.finally see unafraid sistz le.miss dem lots.muacks.! simply rocks lyk n2 does. den we hab laughter and fun..yeaa!! we walk walk den saw weihai.hahas. handsome? den go sakura and makan loh.saw one ahgua and e funni malay guys.damm funni noh. den we walk walk more.den acc ju and leo dey all go work .we took cab.hahas. aiyoh! buisness bad seh.so hard to work neh. rain rain go away. den i tink quite a good experience bah.so hard to earn $$$. aubrey came to help us loh. good seh.den i ate lots of icecream.later i go anti-icecream..hehes. dey got$13 each loh.den go home.me go yewtee find mum.ktv nehs.sing 3 songs.yongqi. tianheihei.lang hua yi duo duo.lalala.den go home 12 le.tok tok tok .sms wid ppl den slp le. todae wake up by mum's fone call.she call me go plaza makan noh.hahas.den i agree.eat e long john nice leh.hehes.den she go home den i wait fer ju dey all loh. leo late again cos she wana slp.so we walk walk and hab fun.den hor min and ju ask me silly qns loh bout him.den we took bus dere.reach saw lots of thingy i wanted to buy but i bought nth.whahahahs.den we take neoprint.nice seh.den go heereen makan den walk walk.den we go taka den xy and seng gone missing .lol. den go wisma toks bout sentosa.memories.haiss.misshimdammlots. den seng andyu go homeloh.den mum call me lah.she call me go clementi .@ first i agree. cos dey sae goinhome le mah.but afta da i call back sae i dun wan go liao.den she sae cnt.suckie!!!everytime lyk tis lah. i hab got enuf le. den we plae wid e lift.den sit dere.afta tat dad call so i left.den took e mrt.took wrong side.tat time i bery scare and tears surrounded my eyes loh.cos i alone .den my mum scold .finally reach le.she scold and scold lah.vent all e anger on me. i hab got enuffff...!!! i am so stubborrn.den eat le go home noh.yea.nice daes indeed.

_____on e way bac k home . i cried.

Break free,
7:45 AM

kisses fer y0uu` muackzz..

Break free,
4:08 AM

BORINGGG...RINGGRINGGG... @ home so boringg .. i wana go to skool..i wan to treasure evry momment&every seconds 2n2.. u noe wad dey rocks lyk siao loh.. really love e time spend wid dem..i simply love dem lots. now regret aso too late le..but still will b skoolmates ritee..ohya! i hab finally made up my choice to appeal fer 3n2 le..and hopefully sucess.. hopefuully not.. thanks ridzwan fer ur advicee..3n2 i am cumingg..-LOL-holidaes r jus totally boringg..and i hate it all..i can't see all my frenss..and HIM!!!! i am thinkingg of him..haiss.. though still cn chat onlinee..but seldom lah..haiss!!! i duno when i gta see him again..1mths? 2mthss... ENUFFF!!! i am fed up addy.. i wan to see him noww..jus now saw sth den kinda of jealous lah..won't sae wadd..sheessh=x.. jus now i tok wid 'blabla'..i tot feelings r gone addy ..but i jus now den noe tat e feel is still dere.. i still admire him more den a normal frens.. perharps it's normal fer me cos he has been someone hu cheer me up wen i am down.. a damm good advisorr and listenerr.. even save my lifee..my en ren.. but i jus wana treat him as a good kor kor and nth else loh..can't e feel jus get off me? i jus got enuff of all tis thingy loh..ydae quarrel wid my mum..she is lyk damm bias lah..everything call me do..and now e whole family lyk zhendui me..see me den niam ..haiss!!! i go out aso cannott.. can't i hab more freedomm? i jus wan back my happiness.. missing e mommentt..[13.1o]..hais..i am endingg heree.. doin some other stuff le..miss him lotss..after all i found out tat i really love him lotss..!!!

[[ miss yewww !! ]]

Break free,
9:05 PM

msg to my lurves ones :

leona: hmm not gonna worry bahzz..cos nes yr gonna see ur face once again..nes yr mus work harder le wohzz.. a math if i cnt cope mus help me wohz.. before tat wana thanks u fer always making decision fer me and being dere to cheer me up weneva i am down.. i love you dajiee!

juliana: nes yr gonna seprate cls le..will miss you guys de ..but dun worry unafraid will still b together de ritez? hopefully my appeal will hab use .. hopefully it won't ..so let god decide lyk wad u sae lohzz.. haiss.. dun wana go to tat cls gonna suffer.. i wan n2 .. aneway thanks you fer always being dere when i am down and always consoling me .. thanks fer all ur advice..i mus sae it really helpss..love ya

johnnica: another which gonna seprate le bah.. lyk wad sae to ju lohz.. unafraid mus b together okie? nv miss in touch .. -LOL- sae till we lyk so far away but actually we are bery near..haha! thanks fer being dere weneve i needed u guyss.. thanks u ppl..

johniema: same story lahzz..seprate ..perharps u r happie lohz..frm wad u sae jus now.. i diff cls u YEAH wadd.. haiss.. duno wad really happen btwn us recently .. i mus sae i dun wan to knoww.. if dere is something i offence u .. i hereby sae sorry.. thanks for bering dere wheneva i needed u guys in e past .. hab fun @ phillippiness..

xiangyu: my wujiee..same story lahzz.. long winded leh..jus saeing tat will really miss you lohzz.. 8 yrs of buddy now diff cls le but we will still b buddy ritee? u hab really been a kai xin guo to cheer us up weneve we are down lohzz..recently see u quite unhappie aso lahz..hope all is fine lahzz.. i mayb firece to u but u noe i nv meant to.. i promise to change all those fuking attitudee.. okiee? love ya..

xiaomei: same storie bah..thanks fer helpin me to make my choice and i hab finally decide lahz..i tink my attirude towards u is e most cham de woh..duno y me lyk to zhen dui u lahzz.. but now not so much le ritez? i promise to change okiee? sorrie fer toleratingg..it hab been a hard time fer you.. thanks fer always being dere when i am down .. u hab been a good xiaomei.. love ya..

ahem : haiss..long time nv see u le..three daes liao lehz..sincerly miss you alot manz.. nes yr posted to e cls so far frm mine lahz..haiss.. cannot imagine e life lohz..mus study hard horr.. won't wan to see u retain nes yr okiee *touch wood* ..i noe u wouldn't.. wishing you all e bes ..hab any probs dun mind look fer me..i will b dere..!

jie: wishing u all e bes fer ya o level cumming up..afta exams i will send u go china stay wid panda okiee.. juskidding.. i noe u will make it de lohz..jiayouss..

yankuang . weeyong. ciyun. kokweng. farhan. : nes yr diff cls le..gonna miss all e jokes u create in our cls..

kunxiang: i will nv ferget e time u cheer me up wid ur cute and funni poem..thankss!! nes yr diff cls le.. no more xiaofei le.. miss ur cute and chubby face and boobss..-LOL-

jeremy: can't ferget e time u lisiao me lahz..sitting infront of me always taking my things.. really mising e time lohzz..and during e soccer match how u encourage mee..

aaron: antho one hu loves to take my things and lisiao me lohzz..misses e timee..haisss..!! really will miss u guys damm lotss..

jasper: won't ferget e time u cheer me up aso.. e time u gab me thousand of advice..thanks alott...!!

chuan kor: aso won't ferget e time we share lots of things together..e time u treat me.. woott!! thanks alott..

jies + korrs : duno wad to sae..thanks fer always being dere...

i duno wad to sae le lahzz..now sianz so write all this true heart words lohzz..gonna miss all 2n2 dudess..!!!

Break free,
7:09 AM

haisss!!! got back e allocation results and i still ended up in 3n1 .. haiss! i duno how life's gonna b le lahzz.. without dem.. but still got dajie ..but won't still b as good as las time le lahz..haisss!!! i am so FAAN!!!argh.. can i cope wid a math? went to skool get e results loh but nv see him lohz .. saddedd.. he end up in n4 lahzz..nes yr cnt sit side by side le :(.. i am STRESSEDD ..dat wad cheehow saee.. i am lyk sufferin frm depression..hehe! todae after go skool greenridge plaza.. on e way see nima + nica cum lohz. haiss..! dey lyk pangseh us lohz ..den we sooo angri wid dem..hack care dem lohzz .. den we go gplaza makan desert den go 527 lahzz..den plae widn outsider den go tok tok lohz.. den kardong always call me ah lian head nah..haha! hmph..den see nima + nica cum..we chiong up loh.. we go 7th flooor ..den i throw down e socks and e shirt clipper noh.. -LOL- so bad? den we go up 17th floor den we spit saliva..whahahahaha!!! den plae bball..den go gplaza ..den actually wana go home de but hor eewin sae she sianz so we acc her go plaza loh..saw e bag i wanted to buy..den eewin treat us makan..hohoho!!! here's all.. quite a sianz daee.. tml will b more sianz cnt go outt..miss him lotss..

wHerE wEre yOu wHen i nEEded yOu?

Break free,
4:43 AM